Christmas Rap Song Beta 0.01 :)

As i've promised , here it is .. the christmas rap song that i wrote when i was bored .. lolZ

MERRY CHRISTMAS 

Chorus 

It's Christmas Day , let's celebrate the day , 

Praise the Lord who has helped us in everyway , 

We sing the songs as the day goes by , 

Praise the Lord who has given and provide . 

Verse 1

It's Christmas , the 25th of december , 

Once in a year , it comes and we get together ,

Acknowledging the day , we always remember ,

Yo , its one time where we won't forget forever ,

Midnight strikes on the day of christmas eve , 

Presents given around we give and receive , 

Children playing with snow in the winter , 

Having fun while their parents prepare the dinner ,

Christmas pudding laid on the table waiting to be eaten ,

Filled with tiny presents its certainly a heaven , 

Families group together to enjoy the night , 

Christmas carols sang with all their might , 

Dedicate the day to the birth of the son of God ,

Celebrate the day we give thanks to the Lord , 

Together let;s just wish and hope everybody will hear , 

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year , 

Chorus x2

It's Christmas Day , let's celebrate the day , 

Praise the Lord who has helped us in everyway , 

We sing the songs as the day goes by , 

Praise the Lord who has given and provide . 

Verse 2

From the 24th to 25th , its a merry day , 

Rain or shine , it can't blow the spirit away , 

Give thanks as we enjoy a year of prosperity , 

Holding nothing back enjoying the time peacefully , 

So let's come along and sing the ballads and carols ,

Guitars and pianos and a bit of drum rolls , 

People young and old enjoying the hols , 

It's a time for joy , time to set our new goals , 

Let's forget our problems and just start anew , 

Its a day of forgiveness for me and you too , 

Release the hatred and anger just be cheerful ,

Don't be hasteful just keep a good virtue , 

So let's dedicate the day to the birth of the son of God ,

Celebrate the day we give thanks to the Lord , 

Together let;s just wish and hope everybody will hear , 

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year !

Chorus x3

It's Christmas Day , let's celebrate the day , 

Praise the Lord who has helped us in everyway , 

We sing the songs as the day goes by , 

Praise the Lord who has given and provide !

LOLZ 

Wishing everybody a Happy New Year 2009 !!

Hope your resolutions are loud and clear !!

HD

Reminiscence .. and those of yet to come ..

I've refrain from writing my narrative of the WYSC 2008 because its simply too long !So i'll do that in a later post .. Meanwhile ..

   Nearly 2 years has passed since 14th of January 2007 . I'm still reeling inside about how foolish i was at that time . I always thought i could do better . Ah , thoughts remain thoughts . It's all in the past but all this while , even if my sights have changed , what lies in me remains in me . Still remembering the times before where i could relax and the problems just seem to vanish . Remembering how i could just release my emotions and just forget the worse of my conditions . Helping out ... Comforting.. But now , it's just a fragment in my swirling thoughts . Most of the nights , before i tune out from reality , i keep asking myself , was it really unreachable ? I do not believe that there are things that you just can't achieve . Nothing is impossible . Now , i realize , my resolution for 2009 has to be stronger . I have failed more times than i can possibly imagine and now , i must break through ...

My 2009 resolution ... to be a better person than i am now , even if it means sacrificing everything and to get 12A1's in SPM . If i have to do it , I will do it . No backtracks . I'm doing this no matter what i have to give up . Hell . I would even give up my pastimes to achieve my goal . I am thinking of not joining the Chess team in 2009 .. not sure why exactly . I might even quit beatboxing for awhile , that's how low i've sunk !! Get the hell out of these things... BUT i can't . Know why ? Because i don't have the fucking balls to change all this . My weakness is giving in too easily .. I tend to pity people more than i pity my fucking self . It's this fucking problem in my life that has forced me to just endure and then burn myself to the max..

 Throughout the 2008 yearend holidays , i learnt many things . Important or not , the judgement is for later . I pushed myself to the limit in 2008 . I just didn't show it . I strived so far and reached in so much so that i could be able to cope with all the fucking things that i have to deal with . All this for the cause of ? For preparing myself for 2009 . I will be shortening my lifespan by half in 2009 . Breaking my limits . Pushing myself further and in return , the taste of my own life and victory in my resolution is the only thing that will drive me to go on ...

   LIFE HAS TO GO ON ..

HD signing off ..

Post in waiting

HaihZ

It's certainly been awhile since i did anything in this .. most of us being busy with our own ... 'stuff to do ' lolZ... Anyway , wish u all a very MERRY CHRISTMAS and A HAPPY NEW YEAR !!

Hope its not too late .. cant do my blog coz my entries are too long .. ^^ wait till next year when i get the time .. dear me .. the WYSC has passed and Ramaraj did our school proud by being the second runner-up.. kudos .. Sean had 20+th while i got 19th .. lolZ .. nothing to brag about .. i made a christmas rap song that i will post in this , hopefully by next year .. i have this nudging feeling that some ppl wont like the song very much .. i can tell by the previous respond... lolZ .. or is it just me ?? touching.. touching... what the heck ???! .. Form 5's coming which means SPM is coming .. i memorised konserto terakhir and the pearl already just becoz i have nothing else better to do ( mark of an idiot trying to be a smart noob.. i mean nerd lolZ..) 

Adun turidas to all ... 

Enjoy the last dregs of the holidays even if it means spending it by packing school stuff and buying them ..

4C final exam standing :

1. Ahmad Bukhari ( expected lar)

2. Chang Ching Wei ( WTF??!!! cheater !!!) 1036/1300

3. Ramaraj a/l Sundraraj ( expected lar.. ) 1035/1300 ^^

4. Amirah 

5. Sharona 

enuf said..

Hd signing off...

WYSC .. The likes

At last , the day shall fall upon me as i grit my teeth , enter Penang and hope that i can play in the WYSC .. I will narrate my games and post it in this blog next year due to the fact that this is my last day using the comp for this year .

A little spontaneous rap verse i did in my beleaguered state of mind..

2008 has gone and pass like the wind ,
But this headache remains like a thousand pins ,
I keep trying to calm myself down , take things cool ,
Call me a fool , is there anything better to do ?
I don't get it , i'm stuck in this mishap , perhaps ,
I should just stop doing this , stop writing raps ,
But , hey , that's just a relapse , it's just an imagination ,
A premonition , something that comes out in desperation ,
When i write lines , i don't stop and think ,
When i join the rhymes , its like the world means nothing ,
My mind goes blank as i scrawl on the paper ,
When i realize what i'm doing , i just tear up the paper ,
Start anew , begin afresh back to the beginning ,
Start writing , begin hallucinating , that's what i'm doing ,
So i just summon my reserves and get what i deserve ,
As i end this verse and end up in a hearse !

Done
HD signing out

Whammed in!!

I got ticked off by my mum for not training .. lolZ .. wasnt exactly training .. to her , training means sitting in front of the comp playing online scrabble or sumthin like that .. unfortunately i was watching 'Walking Tall' and gathering the memories of words i have studied today .. sad.. nvm.. only time can tell whether i can do well in WYSC or the ISC , whichever one i might be participating .. HaihZ .. feeling exhausted .. not without a good reason , though , spent the whole afternoon indulging myself in Scrabble..

Will continue on Sunday ..
HD signing off..

PS.. LP's Milton Keynes Live was fantastic .. watched the whole video .. really superb and just plain.... WOW!! LOLZ

Excursion .. in the traffic jam mall ...

Ah... 

Bliss at home .. went to Sunway Pyramid tonight ... with the clear intention of buying my Artemis Fowl book ( the Time Paradox ) , Darren Shan's Wolf Island and last but not the effing least , Linkin Park 's epic .. Road To Revolution Live At Milton Keynes .. 

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Result ? 1 out of 3 worked out well .. 

We got the CD but the 2 books ? Darren Shan wasn't available .. and the Artemis Fowl book was a wee bit out of my budget so i decided to hold it off for a while .. might get it later on ... 

the CD cost RM39.90 and it was worth it .. nice songs with solo instrumentals to every song , pity about Chester's and Mike's vocal deterioration .. 

  My brother is more expensive than me .. lolZ , he is younger than me by 3 years and he has a freaking belt that cost RM99.90 and a pair of black jeans that cost Rm79.90 .. WTF??!!! my own belt cost thirty bucks only and my jeans .. well reached RM 50 .. lolZ .. LIKE I CARE ?? lolZ

   Live at Milton Keynes rocks .. lolZ

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I should be studying Scrabble now .. lolZ .. okay time to study .. 

HD signing off..

PS... LP!!!

WYSC .. the likes .. and somethin' else

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ZABAIONE , TOLARJI , ABOULIA , AVOWRIES , UNPEERED , ACOEMETI , AMADOU , RISPETTI  , TRIPIEST , GWINIADS , AMBOINA , BONAMIA , BAMBINO , ZINJANTHROPUSES , ALDOLASE ... ZzZz ..

that's exactly what i'm doing until the 11th of December .. that's when WYSC is done.. loLZ .. WYSC .. The World Youth Scrabble Championship , is widely anticipated by youths all over the world .. i for one , am waiting impatiently for it to finally dawn upon me . 

Nervousness .. giddiness .. whatever feelings of fear .. currently surrounds me .. not because of the final result of the tourney but of whether i can excel in it .. Ah , this thought bites through me but no matter .. 

Here is another of my creation .. :) 

Like It Or Not ( CCW ) 

Chorus 

When i sit and write rhymes , i'll be so calm , 

I don't stop and think , the pencil's in my palm , 

I write the shit i think , it's all in my head , 

Like it or not , my lines ain't gonna fade .

Verse 1 

I don't know how many times i wrote this thing , 

Seems like forever , that's what everybody thinks ,

I'm wasted , wasting paper and the fruit is nothing  , 

I'm blasted , of the hinges but i'm not accepting , 

The fact , that i can't get my back , off

The chair to do another new different track ,

Or trying to backtrack and see from another angle , 

Trying to discern the shapes from rectangle to triangle ,

I can't help it , my lyrical mind sees to that , 

I can't stop it , my insane thoughts make sure of that , 

I'm just sitting down , writing lines and belting them , 

Trying to emulate Eminem , while i think and eat M&M's , 

This is nonsensical , it is unacceptable , but it's musical ,

Music in the ears , hate it or love it , it's all lyrical , 

Writing rhymes , making sure i don't go overboard , 

Or make it so lame and stupid till everybody's bored .

Chorus 

When i sit and write rhymes , i'll be so calm , 

I don't stop and think , the pencil's in my palm , 

I write the shit i think , it's all in my head , 

Like it or not , my lines ain't gonna fade .

Verse 2 

Music and rap , combined for me to deliver , 

To anybody in the world , everybody's a receiver , 

I'm so beleaguered with the strain , the pain , 

Of what's coming next , but no ,i'm never taking the blame , 

I write what i like , i like what i write , 

Sounds familiar ? that's right its in my hindsight , 

I write lines and make sure i know the cause , 

But i don't care whatever the critics say because ,

I'm a wee crazy little baby with a big bottle of brandy , 

I spray them with booze till they all start to snooze , 

I violate , dominate and the just demonstrate , 

What i do best but the world can't facilitate , 

What i write in my lines are just so bombastic , 

it's so pathetic , you call this shit music ?

I invent lines and rhymes until i call it quits , 

And never look back even with a lawsuit .

Chorus 

When i sit and write rhymes , i'll be so calm , 

I don't stop and think , the pencil's in my palm , 

I write the shit i think , it's all in my head , 

Like it or not , my lines ain't gonna fade .

LOLZ ..

With the WYSC coming up , i gotta go study and also release  stress ..

With that , gracias ..

HD signing out ....

Malacca Open .. Triumphant??

LOLZ ...

   Just returned from Malacca .. excelled.. well i thought i did .. in the Malacca open Scrabble Challenge ( 22&23 November ) .. got 5th place .. 9 wins and 6 loses .. And here we are ... the narration of the before , during and after the tourney ..

   It started on the 21st November .. had to go to  Tan Jin Chor's house to wait for Alex Tan there ... Here , i learnt his ISC account ( coho88 ) . Then , we had a friendly game against each other whilst waiting for Alex .. A short account on the game .. 

  With a horrible rack of  EEEGLVY , i hesitated for a moment before opening the game with a phony ( nonword ) .. VEELY .. ( the variation was VEILY or VEALY .. later found out the best move was GEELY or GYVE ) Jin Chor had a thorough thinking before deciding not to challenge it of, prefering to hook the E for HUMANISE .. seemingly AHIMNSU had no bingo by itself .. thought i was gone .. until consistency , ADORABLE , SWINDLE and ABORTED won me the game .. the second game also saw me in a winning position and was aborted as Alex Tan and Jocelyn Lor had arrived .. Loading the bags , we head off to Malacca ..

  In the car i learnt many new words courtesy of Alex and Jin Chor who played anagrams with me.. VOERTSAK , OVERTASK , VOERTSEK , OVERKEST , LEVODOPA , CIDARIS , SCIARID SOLIDUNGULATE ( without SOLID also valid :P ) are just the many words i learnt .. When we reached Malacca , we entered a Tan Kim Hock shop which was selling dodol .. evidently Jin Chor wanted some but ended up buying 50.00++ worth of food without any dodol in it ! lolZ

Found Fenix Inn and i camped out in Jin Chor's room before Gan Yi En picked me up to his house .. Khoo Beng Way was also with me and we bunked in Yi En's house for the two days ..

  That night , i talked with Beng Way about alot of stuff , catching up with one another was our main topic as we talked about school life , social life , scrabble and the outcome of the tournament ... Slept at 3 that day .. loLz .. Beng Way woke up the next morning with a height of intensed tiredness .. whoops .. my bad .. loLZ

  Okay , now to the tournament commentary .. here is how Chang Ching Wei fared...

GAME 1 ( Kong Chock Heng ) 

 A veteran who has been in the WSC ( World Scrabble Championship ) , and who has beaten Ganesh Asirvatham ( JUGGERNAUT ) of late , his dominance of consistency was well shown in this game .. Scoring consistently with VINEY ( phony ! ) , HONK , bETTERS , JOG , VIGOUR and many more proved too much for me .. lost by 89 ..

Score : 0-1 Spread : -89 Cumulative Blanks :1

Game 2 ( Tan Jin Chor ) 

 He started well with a double-double  CoITIONS (91) but lost out to my cheapos as well as my CLIMATES and INLAYERs .. won by 55 extending my score of 2-3 with him having a win more ..

Score : 1-1 Spread : -34 Blanks : 2 

Game 3 ( Alex Tan ) 

  His game .. enuf said .. he bingoed the beautiful WATaPES and REDWInG to my SALVOING to win by 85 .. i phonied AROHE ( actually its ARUHE and AROHA >< ) and CARDMAN ( an open O would give me CARDAMON ) ..

Score : 1-2 Spread -119 Blanks : 2

Game 4 ( Paulette Yeoh ) 

  Continued my winning streak against her to 4-1 .. flinged 2 cheapos ( DITZES and JOTTERS ) and a bingo SURMISED to win the game by 85 covering up the loss by Alex ..  she tried SHAPENED knowing fully well SHAPEN is past tense already .. and she wanted to try HEADPEN but she knows its not valid ..

Score : 2-2 Spread -34 Blanks : 3 

Game 5 ( William Kang ) 

  One of the ten M'sia WYSC representatives  , my tiles were shitty and even with TURNINg and EbONIST couldn't help me from losing by 91 ..

Score : 2-3 Spread :-125 Blanks : 5

Game 6 ( Cedric Stewart Lewis ) 

  WHITENS and OREADEs for 97 each coupled with COZ and JANN won me the game by 48 .. Lost tempo with a phony REJONS ( doesn't take an S )

Score : 3-3 Spread : -77 Blanks : 7

Game 7 ( Martin Teo ) 

  Facing the tournament director coordinator and one whom i have beaten before was not a factor anymore .. it never was ! when facing anybody , i know that with good tiles , anybody can win anybody .. lost by 78 with a painful VaLIDER , ZINES and MILLERs to my NARTJIE .. 

Score : 3-4 Spread :-155 Blanks : 7

Game 8 ( Yeap Gim Sai ) 

  DJIN , SPOONIES , UNIDEAL , ZOOM and QI won me the game ... missed a last turn bingo of RESINER or RERISEN .. she bingoed ELICITs and BODEGAs to reduce the losing spread to 72 .. could have extended the spread if i bingoed .. 

Score : 4-4 Spread :-83 Blanks : 7

Game 9 ( Jocelyn L0r ) 

   nOTATES was the only bingo which i gave to win the game .. she caught up with ZARFS opening the A for a possible JA .. was afraid she would do it so i blocked with AVA only to receive the J myself !! sad.. consistency ftw .. won by a mere 7 

Score : 5-4 Spread : -76 Blanks : 9 

That was the end of Day 1 ... the last win gave me a chance to face Khoo Beng Way  tomorrow at the first game .. slept at 1 on that day .. tired.. 

okay .. Second day.. 

Game 10 ( Khoo Beng Way ) 

  Lost by a freaking 28 !! .. he started with tISSUAL but i managed to retaliate with NATURAE .. his ETAErIO was met with my OVERLENT but he had the rest of the power tiles including the S to make a 48-point move ftw .. could have save the game if i had just one freaking S... 

Score : 5-5 Spread : -104 Blanks : 9 

Game 11 ( Tan Jin Chor ) 

   Finally , i drew a cheap bingo on the first rack .. ADEINRR ( lolz , think la .. not that hard ) [ RANDIER or DRAINER ] . Played RANDIER and was given back LOAMIER .. =.=' After RANDIER , i had ABGGUUW .. a fine repayment for a cheap bingo .. Jin Chor had DECLARER on his third move and i was playing catch-up from then on with me making ground with OVeRING and OVARiES ... he missed INSIGHTS for the win .. instead he gave me a headache trying to figure out the winning move ... I found it in the end but missed out his AZOTED but i still won by 9.. phew ..

Score : 6-5 Spread : -95 Blanks : 11

Game 12 ( Seshi Ramanathan ) 

    I have played her once and lost on that occasion .. Still it didn't stop me from winning by 95 in this match .. bingoed a nine letter word ( my first in tourneys :D ) COWARDIcE .. could have won by a larger margin if my tiles were a bit nicer ; no vowels .. heavy tiles .. the likes ..

Score : 7-5 Spread : 0 ( wee! lolZ Gan Yi En was commenting on this .. my first and last 'positive spread' ) Blanks : 12

Game 13 ( Henry Yeo Kien Hung ) 

   The last two times i played with him , i lost by 4 and 6 respectively .. so , i was bent on beating him .. loLZ .. there was a spot prize on this round .. the two players with the highest cumulative score for this round gets 2 packets of koko krunch .. lolZ .. I had crazy bad tiles in this one .. ADEGOUU wasn't a pretty sight .. I played SWAGGERS and BORACITE to his ALLERION , ROTTANS , HARMONIEs and PARODISTs .. look .. two nine letter bingoes .. shit.. final score was 586 - 389 to henry's favour .. we won the spot prize .. 

Score : 7-6 Spread : - 197 Blanks : 12

Game 14 ( Martin Teo )

    I was bent on beating him to get some pride... lolZ .. sorry , Martin .. gave him TwONIES to his DAUBIeST and INSNARES .. end game was pretty amusing .. he could have won , i think .. still won by 9 to reach my goal mark .. loLZ

Score 8-6 Spread : - 188 Blanks : 13

Game 15 ( Alvin Lau ) 

   The cheapest game in my  tourney now .. lolZ .. gave him FRITZ for 60 .. QIBLA for 45 .. JEAN for 45 .. SIXERS for 72 and HOLDiNG for 81 to his EGOTISEs and OUTWARDS .. proves his one day stint was just a one day stint .. He had only lost twice in 9 games on the first day .. then he lost the whole second day .. lolZ .. won by 85 ..

Score : 9-6 Spread : -103 Blanks : 14

Here are the standings for the TOP 8 ( the ones who obtained prizes ) 

DRUMROLL....

1. Khoo Beng Way - 13 wins .. monstrous spread .. killer streak ( 7 in a row )

2. Ramaraj a/l Sundraraj - 10 wins .. monstrous spread .. henry killer ( won all 3 meetings ) 

3. Jocelyn Lor - 9 wins .. monstrous spread .. won the Melaka Open last year .

4. Kong Chock Heng - 9 wins .. monstrous spread .. ex-WSC representative ..

5. Chang Ching Wei - 9 wins .. NEGATIVE spread .. enuf said ..

6. Henry Yeo Kien Hung - 8 wins .. monstrous spread .. whitewasher?

7. William Kang - 8 wins .. monstrous spread .. puny guy .. loLZ .. sry

8. Sreepathy - 8 wins .. monstrous spread .. one of the those guys who can really block da board

And that's it ..

I got a hamper .. Milo and Koko Krunch ..Nescafe... the likes .. good thing though .. wouldn't go hungry for the next 2 weeks :)

HD signing off 

P.S. I can go Penang !! wee.. WYSC or ISC here i come !!

Change of plan .. to a new good one...

Yay!!

I can go melaka now for the competition..!! Had it all settled with Martin and Yi En so yea not a problem.. LOLZ thanks Ram!! So , now just training for it .. lolZ

Will post another song soon..

HD signing off .. 

Grave Error In My Part

SHIET!!!!!!!!!!

Yeap , that's how i'm gonna start this post .. I'm seriously pissed at my so forgetful self .. Ok .. here's what happened.. I was suppose to go to Melaka for the Melaka Scrabble Challenge competition .. i thought transportation and accommodation were settled .. instead , no..

   I forgot that Alex Tan couldn't send me to Yi En's house where i would be staying for two days ... :( .. So i tried booking a room in the Fenix Inn for a night and found out that it was fully booked .. What i should have effing done was i should have booked earlier.. sue me... 

LOLZ .. so now i can't go Melaka and my mum is waxing lyrical shit , saying that i effing careless about Scrabble .. Eff it !! Eff it all .. Can't say the real word .. if mum sees this and asks what is eff , i can invent some F-word .. lolZ

HD signing off

Happy Birthday To Me....LOLZ

As the title well mentions , it is my birthday on this auspicious 17th November .. as is Alex's birthday ^^ .. Pity i'm stuck at home but no matter .. I write this in my blog to give me a peace of mind and to well .. abolish this wounded thoughts in my head .. Well .. Happy birthday to HD , CCW , Alexander Lim Chin Yik and to all others who share the same birthdate .. Thank good ness there is no add maths tuition today . LOLZ .. 

 Still , there is much for me to accomplish as i turn over a new leaf and to prove to my mum that i ca excel in the Melaka open .. ah , bliss beyond bliss .. Training Scrabble as i write this and here is a song i wrote during one of my final exams  ( fear not, the exam was unimportant.. i think ^^ ) 

A PLACE TO REST MY HEAD ( CCW ) 

VERSE 1 

When you feel like you just wanna explode , 

You think it's nothing , it's just another episode , 

You just wanna curse and just be berserk , 

You feel it rush in your veins like it always does , 

BOOM , moving right in line to the next rhyme , 

As i sit here thinking this stuff in my mind , 

It's the same old thing , thinking about everything , 

Trying to get this right oh wait , here's a light , 

Nope , it's nothing nice , it's so frustrating , 

I try to rethink the thoughts that are overlapping , 

But every time when i put my mind on set , to keep intact , 

They keep bothering me , and it makes me sad , 

I'm confused , its a convoluted state of fusion ,

It's sad , it's bad , like I'm in a mad constitution , 

I wanna just redo , remake and just escape , 

From this hell hole and not think about what's at stake , 

CHORUS

And i just wanna run , so faraway , 

Trying to cut it out , make it all go away , 

But i can't seem to think , my mind's all dead ,

Trying to getaway for a place to rest my head ,

So i just wanna go , away from my home , 

Trying to cut it out , trying to get some chrome , 

But i can't seem to move , my body's all dead , 

Trying to getaway , for a place to rest my head . 

VERSE 2

I can't take this , I'm waxing lyrical on this shit , 

I'm a misfit , all i do is mishit , so i can't take it , 

It's like the darkness in the gloom , it blooms ,

From the shadows of abyss it looms  ,

I'm sick , tired , wasted feeling exhausted , 

I need a place to rest before i'm busted , 

Hate it , love it , acknowledge it , this is a fact , 

That you must never look back that track ,

You  gotta put yourself in front and strut your stuff , 

Otherwise , go home and hope that your life ain't snuffed , 

That's why i always think before i act , 

I write before i rap , I see before i accept , 

I do this once in a while just to keep me going , 

I rap to keep my mind blowing and showing , 

That i'm ready to take on anybody anytime , 

And i'll be back , with more rhymes in my mind , 

CHORUS

And i just wanna run , so faraway , 

Trying to cut it out , make it all go away , 

But i can't seem to think , my mind's all dead ,

Trying to getaway for a place to rest my head ,

So i just wanna go , away from my home , 

Trying to cut it out , trying to get some chrome , 

But i can't seem to move , my body's all dead , 

Trying to getaway , for a place to rest my head . 

VERSE 3

Soon as i get on the beats , i move my feet , 

Nod to the rhythm and just enjoy the heat , 

Into the sanctuary of rap , it's a heaven for me , 

In this haven of talents , i just move steadily , 

Up to the top and when i reach the spot , 

I say grace and hope to retain this NO.1 spot , 

But whatever i do  i'll remember my origins , 

I will reminisce and remember how i was struggling , 

So for this verse , i'm summoning all my reserves , 

To try and end this lines , to do what i deserve , 

Going up or down , i will turn things around , 

Bring it back to the ground , back to the town , 

People say i crap when i rap , i think i'll agree ,  

People say i can't walk when i talk , i'ma just break free , 

I know who i am , I know what i do best , 

so for now , I just want a place for me to rest . 

CHORUS

And i just wanna run , so faraway , 

Trying to cut it out , make it all go away , 

But i can't seem to think , my mind's all dead ,

Trying to getaway for a place to rest my head ,

So i just wanna go , away from my home , 

Trying to cut it out , trying to get some chrome , 

But i can't seem to move , my body's all dead , 

Trying to getaway , for a place to rest my head . 

Tada .. 

CCW and HD signing off... 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , U PEOPLE WHO ARE BORNED ON THE 17TH OF NOVEMBER .!!!!!!!

My weakness .. that fuels me..

  Eversince my first burst of anger and rage , i have learnt to keep myself in a calm emotionless shell , occasionally allowing anger to burst forward but only in small amounts .. In brevity , i have always kept myself in check , even when she keeps tormenting me with those .. blasphemous words ... 

Until now ..

8.00 pm of the date of 14 November 2008 ..

I lost myself in my fury ... she has just broke the barrier to my last calming self .. and i just burst in anger .. i regret my actions .. but what was i to do ? She acted as though my existence for the cause of entertainment after months of stress as nonsequitur , not protitous to her , something of the utmost unimportance .. i felt the embers in me grew and i threw a mortal insult at him and her .. an action which i truly regret ..

Truly i have to be in control of myself more ... 

HD

Nothing to write about ...

Merely doing this to show some activity ^^ .. will be posting a few songs in the next few entries .. thinking bout writing song and not just raps .. LOLZ

HD 

Subang Scrabble Challenge 2008 ... fiasco!

Greetings ...

    The Subang Scrabble Challenge 2008 ended on the 7th of November 2008 with a sad feeling for me.. I got 6th .. and the prizes were until 5th only .. HAIHZ .. anyway , we are all rusty .. LOLZ .. a rundown on that day .. 

  I picked up Shawn Hoong at 7.40 and reached Subang Parade at about 7.50 .. took a whole round and reached the only open entrance ten minutes later .. helped Ram unload the stuff .. the moment i entered Subang Parade .. I got a bout of flu .. that lasted the whole day .. fuck .... 

   

  My first game was against Muhammad Ali . Consistency and a beautiful QUINOAS for 80 pts won me the game by 160 points .. LOLZ .. flew up to the top to pit myself against Pui Cheng Wui .. a veteran who beat Ganesh a.k.a. the JUGGERNAUT more times than any other Malaysian.. I threw FEM(16) at him which he retaliated by COWPEA(30) .. I gave him a DEXTRIN (88)which i could have done DEXTRINE (98) before he gave me a frightening SEQUENCY (125) , wrapping the game ... Incidentally SEQUENCY was the high word of the tournament and i could have avoided it with DEXTRINE ( he hooked the N of DEXTRIN .. HAIHZ 

  Next game was against William Kang , a youth master .. Threw down EARNEST and AREOLATE FTW .. Next was against Gan Yi En , lost to him by 4 .. could have won by one if i didn't challenge PREST ( 5 points penalty ) .. Sad .. notice the sequence ? W-L-W-L lolZ

  Played Alex Tan next .. Played SIROSET and STAGERY to earn me the game .. Next was Lee Pao Hsien .. Bombarded him with NONRATED(60) , AZYM (57) , PEATING (93) and TELLIES ( 68 ) to win the game .. Lost my next two to Jocelyn Lor and Scott Chung .. HUAH .. If i won Scott or Jocelyn , I could have gotten 5th .. 

Final standing were : 

1. Jocelyn Lor 

2. Pui Cheng Wui 

3. Scott Chung 

4. Gan Yi En 

5. Khoo Beng Way 

6. Chang Ching Wei ( WEEEEE!!!)

A quite enjoyable tourney for me .. Ramaraj and Sean Chung didn't do well this time .. none of us did !!  we were all rusty after the final exams .. 

HAihZ 

All of a sudden , i feel that i didn't progress good enough to accomplish my aim .. he was right .. shoulda grit my teeth and do it... HaihZ 

HD signing off 

Exams !! .. They are over .. are they ??

  Finally , the exams are over .. as well as Form 4 school life.. I;m gonna miss this .. i learnt aplenty in Form 4 .. from entertainment to studies .. to the finding of new friends .. to the discovery of certain 'people ' LOLZ .. certainly gonna miss the life of this .. 

  Of the whole thing , i have witness the change in me throughout the year .. being more in control of myself .. being a better being but still unable to achieve what i want .. too cowardly to do it .. other that that , i have gained what i cherish the most.. friends and more importantly .. knowledge of life ... 

  From entering beatbox to entering scrabble more professionally , i have gained two pleasantries of life .. love it or hate it .. it's part of me right now .. 

A little something for A.RON ... had to do this while taking dinner .. loLZ

You stop you drop but no you don't roll , 

We gonna party all night , give out your heart and soul , 

-Da BL3EPZ- are back to rip another track , 

We return after a year , for your ears to hear , 

We give out the beats , while we flow to the rhythm , 

Just turning up the heat , it's just the normal system , 

Beatbox , hip-hop and rap all mixed together , 

We gonna turn up the bass , gonna rock on forever .

We have done this once , but we're doing it again , 

The lines are different but the meaning's just the same , 

It's just the game we play , that's our fame , 

-Da BL3EPZ- that's the name , it's not gonna change , 

So , enjoy this rendition , it's for the celebration , 

It's the I.U. night so let's enjoy the this convention , 

It's -Da BL3EPZ- in the fray this is the way we play , 

A.RON bring up the rap yo take it away ..

And tada .. 

Signing off .. with an empty heart .. 

Examination sensation ..

Wazzup ....

  Ah , just two more days before the examinations are over .. But , hold your freaking horses .. Those two days are gonna be the worse two last days of exams .. Physics paper 2 , biology paper 2 and sejarah paper 1 .... Insanity !!!

  Anyway , the reason i wrote this entry was to lay down a few points about the reason papers that i undertook .. Maths paper 1 was so easy that i made a very careless mistake.. -.- Evidently the answer was 23.9 but i answered 24 .. go figure .. Chemistry was mad .. paper 2 i mean .. barely had enough time to finish .. the last question was asking whether group 18 elements can combine with group 2 elements .. and i answered yes .. to become covalent compound ...

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Fuck , i'm wrong .. So i canceled my answer with 15 minutes left on the clock ... FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE , I HAVEN'T CHECKED THE REST OF THE PAPER !!! I answered it wrong again , saying that it will become an ionic bond ...

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FUCK NOT AGAIN !! With 7.5 minutes on the clock , i scrambled to finish my correct answer [ now its correct ;) ] and checked the rest in one glance and handed in the paper .. PHEW !! Sivic was bwahahaha .. They asked the meaning of juvana and i memorized it ... WEE!!

' Mengikut Akta Mahkamah Juvana 1947 ( akta 90 ) , juvana bermaksud seseorang yang boleh menanggung kesalahan di bawah Seksyen 82 Kanun Keseksaan dan di bawah umur 18 tahun ' that should be it :) .. 

 The rest of the exams were hard ... English paper 1 & 2 were difficult ( though i did get 75/85 for paper 1 .. ) Bm is also not bad .. messed up paper 2 but who cares ... History paper 2 was shitty ... 59/80 only.. :( .. Biology paper 1&3 were okay .. i think .. Physics was downright insanely hard , accounts .. i got 56/70 for paper 2 .. Add maths plain stupid , maths 2 .. normal .. EST , kinda piece of cake and well , thats about that .. 

  9 November i got a scrabble tournament coming up .. as well as on the 22 and 23 November .. as well as 8-11 of December .. WOW !! kinda cool .. LOLZ .. Gotta study for it .. World Youth Scrabble Championship coming up as the last of the three. Buckle up for one helluva ride .. 

 Eminem rocks !! LOLZ .. but i think Linkin Park is the best musicians in the whole wide world .. Sue me... LOLZ .. Feeling kinda hyper right now , dunno why , i should be exhausted , spent the last three days studying till 1 a.m. .. Still , patiently waiting .. to make it through all the hating .. LOLZ ..

............... missing her all of a sudden .....

HD signing off .. 

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Fatigue

Greetings...

  It seems that all this while , during exams , i'm forever tired and am wasted .. I guess too much worrying and sickening thoughts got me so exhausted .Studying physics and chemistry now .. while thinking about someone .. well someones actually .. My dude , A.RON was hospitalised for 4 days .. that got me abit worried .. the other someone is for you to guess .. :) ... Its a she BTW .. LOLZ .. Got a crush on that girl .. so yeah , thinking bout her even during stress times .. she's quite smart BTW .. ;) 

  

   Why is it that when the exams are dawning upon me , i get this feeling of nausea and weakening spirit ? Something i must ponder during my meditating sessions in december .. I'm busy and up to my neck with stuff until december .. what with the WYSC coming up and also the Subang Scrabble Challenge .. HAIHZ ... Stress like fuck .. 

   Exams are a flash in a pan .. thats what i keep telling myself .. LOLZ .. call me a weirdo .. I kinda like the exam atmosphere .. calm .. collected ... but immensely tired after that ... i hate those Form 5 motherfuckers who made a racket of a noise during the examinations ... sick muthafuckas ... 

   Anyway , its late and i gotta be off soon .. I invented a new song that i will be posting in this blog two weeks later .. till then its plain studying .... while thinking of her too .. ;) 

HD signing off ...

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P.S. - Be back on the 7th of November .. ten days later my birthday .. oh yea , its kah man's birthday up and coming 26th of october if memory serves me well ... loLZ

The Day Something Just Had To Go Wrong

Yea , 

    Evidently my whole so-called super mad study on add maths turned against me somehow.. yea , i thought i had studied enough .. but the one thing in life which no one can seem to overcome it has hit me hard .. carelessness , forgetfulness and lost of idea .

  I hate it that when i walk through the door , sit down , put my thinking cap on , do the paper and watch out for mistakes , i am forever missing the obvious ... WTF is wrong with me ?!! I can't seem to eject out the thoughts of failing even if i had told myself earlier to calm the crap down .. WHY !! WHY!! 

  Anyway , life goes on . yea , it does . My niece just finished her PMR paper .. lucky her .. Screw me for not wishing her a proper good luck .. yet again , missing the obvious , how could i ? i'm tied down to my nose with workloads as well as the prospect of not getting the full A's i want .. HaihZ it sure is one day where something just had to go wrong . 

  That aside , i certainly made mistakes in life and have never , ever taken the initiative to correct or amend them .. Why is that ? because i don't see the point . I fail an examination .. i can't do it again .. Why correct it when u should just ignore it , and strive for a better one ? .. These hurt my mind as much as it hurts anybody .. well , anybody who cares , actually ...

   " Taken one step back in time , to save whatever's left behind , 

      Taken one step forward in time , just to make sure i'm not left behind ." 

HD signing out 

Examinations... more examinations...

Greetings.. 

  Now , as the day draws nigh , the exams have appeared out of nowhere .. though i am sure , many of us have been anticipating this torturous marathon .. i'm talking about us Form 4's .. clearly as we can see from our timetables , the duration is a whole freaking month .. 

 I wish no ill wishes , but merely to wish good luck to all Form 4s around the whole Malaysia ... a very good luck to all of you and i certainly hope that you give it your best in this accursed examinations .. LOLZ .. pardon me ... it seems that in my haste , i just had to swear .. 

  Enjoy your exams and live out your holidays.. 

Till then , 

HD

The Day After Tomorrow .. ( CCW feat. HD )

Another collaboration .. 

CCW feat. HD  -Da BL3EPZ-

The Day After Tomorrow 

CCW( VERSE 1 )

I wake up to a cold morning on a chilly December , 

Thought it was still November , I still can't remember , 

I used to think that I could understand the way , 

Of the circle of life , to survive the pain every single day , 

I wake up to a dark afternoon on a windy January , 

The next month's February , only 28 days to move steadily , 

Its rare to be able to open your eyes and see clearly , 

The pain and suffering of the afternoon glory , 

I wake up to a gloomy night on a hot September , 

There's nothing much to encounter , only the snores of slumber , 

The wind blows , the sun burns , the sound of silence , 

The water flows , the earth churns , I ask for patience , 

All the while I'm standing here all by myself , 

Trying to figure out what's happening , a note to myself , 

I don't understand , its something I can't withstand , 

Forever I'm in sorrow , this is the day after tomorrow . 

I'm lost in my life with nowhere to go , 

I can't scream , I can't breathe but I still can see , 

The rhythm flows in my head , its telling me , 

This is the day after tomorrow . 

HD ( VERSE 2 ) 

Another day , it's a new life , that's how we survive , 

We go through the day , and we hope we don't collide , 

With the forces of nature , we have to be brave , 

To overcome the torture , its your life that you have to save , 

A new day , its another life , its how life goes on , 

You're patient , you know what completes the bond , 

To what seems to be peaceful , but actually in horror , 

You don't believe me , take a look at yourself in the mirror , 

You see enmity happening from left to right , 

All day and all night , they grit their teeth and fight , 

To see who reaches the top and claim victory , 

Before tragedy comes and then there's calamity , 

All the while I'm standing here all by myself , 

Trying to figure out what's happening , a note to myself , 

I don't understand , its something I can't withstand , 

Eternally I'm in sorrow , this is the day after tomorrow . 

I'm lost in my life with nowhere to go , 

I can't scream , I can't breathe but i still can see , 

The rhythm flows in my head , its telling me , 

This is the day after tomorrow . 

Disaster after disaster .. save the world.. 

Taking Chances ( CCW )

Taking chances. ( Chang Ching Wei) 

Intro.

Yo.... Play it up .... Let it out..

Full verse.

Taking chances .... 

You have to be yourself to make the choice , 

You have to be brave to use your voice , 

To speak up and to take your chance , 

To voice ur thoughts and take the advance , 

Or possibly grab the advantage given , 

Knowing that you will not be forgiven , 

Should u fall down and fail , 

But i let u know this , u are not frail , 

You can get up and do it again , 

You can stand up and take the blame , 

The shame coz u are just the same , 

As everybody else , its not a game , 

this is reality , u can feel the tension , 

As everyone in this dimension , 

they feel the same heat from the explosion , 

the adrenaline rush its your decision , 

that matters to all .. its ur time , 

your time to shape ur own design , 

ur chance to make up ur mind , 

your chance to do good or make a crime , 

this is what taking chances mean , 

it is not so easy as it seems , 

theres always a catch or a glitch , 

there will be traps all over the pitch , 

this is where there will be twists and turns , 

As u can feel it yearning it burns , 

across the field as u try to turn , 

you cant fall back and return , 

this isnt a gaming field of war , 

this is the reality zone , the journey is far , 

U cant just use the smart way like a car , 

Nope .. in life there's no easy way to win it , 

you have to proof urself u have the spirit , 

to be the first one to make it , 

to push ur way up to the summit , 

thats when u can feel victorious for awhile , 

but there are things later to wipe that smile , 

off that face when u realise there are miles , 

to go before u can actually make a whole file , 

of winnings or victories or even celebrations , 

before u actually can make the decision , 

of quitting out of what you are doing , 

because there's many things not knowing , 

there's still a whole lot more to overcome, 

u cant drop out , fall out and succumb , 

to the pain u have to stand up and continue , 

and make sure you pull yourself through the avenue , 

Thats why u have to seize the moment and own it , 

U gotta snatch it and grab for it 

Only then u have taken ur chances , ur flare , 

To be what u must be and then u reach the end 

music stops ....

A song that CCW wrote ... 

No stopping .. just belting.. 

HD signing off ....

Vague , vivifying speech ..

Greetings , 

I have watched V For Vendetta and have decided to post this mainly because of V's outstanding introduction of himself .. Credits to Shawn Hoong for giving me the speech ...

   But on this most auspicious of nights permit me then in lieu of the more commonplace sobriquet to suggest the character of the dramatis persona. Voila! In view a humble vaudevillian veteran cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity is a vestige of the vox populi now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a bygone vexation stands vivified and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition. The only verdict is vengeance, a vendetta held as a votive, not in vain for the value and voracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. Heh heh heh, verily this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose so let me simply add that it is my very good honor to meet you and you may call me V. 

Till then ...

Adios ..

HD

EXAMS !!

Greetings , 

   Now , i know and yes , i do know , everybody will be anxious , desperate to cover up topics , beleaguered with the fact that the exams are drawing near , and on top of those .. worried if they would fail the exams .. 

CHILL , WON'T YOU ???!!

Despite the massacre that will cause should you fail , there is absolutely no reason why you should be in hysterics or in a delusion that you should fail ... No .. So , stay calm and study as usual .. When i wrote this , you have 2 more weeks to do whatever you have not done .. suffice to say that it is enough time for you to peruse your bloated tons of books that lay dormant in front of your table .. Please , Ramaraj himself is not that worried .. why should anyone of us ? 

True , I admit , this final exams is of utmost importance .. Therefore , emphasizing my point , you should not uphold yourselves in a state of befuddlement that might and will leave you in a state of failure .. Stay calm , relax , and take it easy ..

I'm merely saying this because I have been beleaguered , myself , during these torturous examinations and i feel that it is wiser to keep a cool head and not be a stupendous jackass and be in panic .. I have been through fire , water , and wind long enough to know the consequences of failing and therefore , repeating myself over and over again , to remind you all to stay cool .. 

Now , in the words of H.P. Woodman " Time is ticking on , and so we must be gone , " . 

i conclude what i want to say with thank you and have a nice day . 

And oh , BTW , good luck in your finals .. 

HD signing off ...

Complete

A song i collaborated with my man , CCW and HD .. 

Complete . ( CCW & HD ) 

Verse 1 ( CCW )

CCW and HD doing this on the spot , 

Trying to make ends meet that's what we got , 

Don't forget this is between me and him , 

It might be long term or maybe just a whim , 

But whatever it is , i'm gonna do this slow , 

Trying to connect the seams take the blows and so , 

HD got the battle up and running wild ,

If you wanna know more , then listen for awhile , 

I'm not trying to be cool nor act like a fool , 

I'm just a regular kid making my way back from school , 

Hip-hop i get involved in it , so what's the fuss , 

Don't worry i ain't swearing , nothing i will cuss , 

Together , CCW and HD , we're formidable , 

Together we strive we fall , this is not a fable , 

I'm telling this from my heart , yea that's my part , 

I wanna do this perfectly  , so that's the start . 

Chorus ( CCW & HD ) 

We take things up when the times are down ,

We call in the shots , we gon take things around , 

We are one , complete , that's what we are , 

Together we are complete , that's who we are . 

Verse 2 ( HD ) 

Yea , 

It's in my blood to rap and write lyrics , 

It's in my soul to write lines and endure the critics , 

To be strong inside , showing a brave front , 

To be what i wanna be , i'm starting to run , 

Up to the top of the field , that's what i want , 

Sticks and stones can't break me even if they weigh a tonne , 

I'm gonna be number one , don't tell me i'm dreaming , 

What I say , I'll make it true , that's what i becoming  ,

Rapping's my game , maybe it isn't my fame , 

HD , get the name in your head , this is my aim , 

I'm working it out with CCW , going to the top , 

I'm not gonna fall , nope i'm not gonna stop , 

Together , HD and CCW , we're formidable , 

We are one and only , we are irreplaceable , 

I'm telling this from my heart , yea that's my part , 

I wanna do this perfectly , so that's the second part . 

Chorus ( CCW & HD ) 

We take things up when the times are down ,

We call in the shots , we gon take things around , 

We are one , complete , that's what we are , 

Together we are complete , that's who we are . 

Verse 3 

(CCW) 

I don't need people criticising me behind my back , 

If you think i'm bad , I'll accept the fact ,

I will learn from my mistakes i did before , 

And I'll just return , going in for more , 

(HD) 

One for all and all for one , That's what we have , 

We do things together up down right and left , 

I;m telling this from my heart , yea that's my part , 

We do this perfectly so this is our final part . 

Chorus ( CCW & HD ) 

We take things up when the times are down ,

We call in the shots , we gon take things around , 

We are one , complete , that's what we are , 

Together we are complete , that's who we are . 

DONE !!

LOLZ thats who we are .. 

Signing off... 

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