Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Remorse

"I'm a horse's ass... " i snarled to myself as i ate lunch . " Freaking wonderful !" i muttered as i prepared myself to do my work .. After the third day in school , i find myself in a state where i actually distance myself from my mentor .. And i hate myself for that .. You know why?

Because i don't know why i did that . It just suddenly made me wanna do it.. And the worst part is. . remorse is only 5 hours later... Too angry to talk now.. Wonder whats gonna happen in tuition later ... thank GOD i cleared things up .. or so i think .. Gotta wake up now....

Shit ... i'm feeling remorseful and it hurts .. hurts more than the time when i severed connections with her .. darn it....

HD

No comments: