The David war ....

VS
RIGHT ....

I know this is like old news but i'm just so behind so i thought , i might as well chip in .. lolZ ...
So , i'm a guy who has never , ever , watched American idol .. So , i know you guys must nbe thinking [ WTF !!!! You missed the best show of all !!! ] .. Well .. get this right .. i don't ever watch much television ..

SO ... David Cook vs David Archuleta .. Cook won the idol ... yet , there are still musings that Archuleta should have won it .. And the story just goes on ...

For me ?
I like them both .. i can't judge them from their songs ( i didn't watch them perform in the AI :)) but since they are currently in differrent genres .. i thought , well , at least their songs are good ..


VS

Both have released two singles ..
David Cook - Time Of My Life
Light On
I have listened to Light On ... and of course i love it .. however the song became dull after two of my BEST classmates and friends decided to try and imitate Cook's one-of-a-kind vocals ..
One went too high .. another went too low .. lolZ .. One of them totally hates Archuleta .. lolZ ...

David Archuleta - Crush
A Little Too Not Over You
When i first heard Archuleta's Crush , i was intrigued .. I thought it was a very nicely done song .. Indeed , i still do .. However , again , my mood was spoilt when people around me destroyed the song ( they imitated the ay-ay-ay chorus part abit too disastrously) .. But , when i heard A Little Too Not Over You , i was amazed ... It was an excellent song , and i feel that this song would surely change people's perspectives towards Archuleta ..

In conclusion , i would say both are good in their genres . I just think Archuleta's a tad better ...

HD

Back to school ... stress up the schedule ....

Well , here we are finally .. at the end of the school break ...

Just wish that it would have lasted longer .. CNY has gone and past .. still haven't counted my red packets yet .. loLZ .. waiting in hope that there is somemore .. lolZ .. Anyways , Auntie Maggie came over for lunch .. had a wonderful lunch .. her husband , Larry and son , Li Qin were also present .. Fantastic ..

HD

A random EMO post

My name is Chang Ching Wei . Andrew . Henecran Dachgiwwing . The Lost Soul . Why am i lost? Well , its because of the fact that i am not human . I'm not fit to be called one . Not even a humanoid .

I am a shell .

A shell occupied by a soul that only has one task to do . This task will have no end and will last until i die and leave this shell . I am but forced to do this task and alone i have to endure .

Studying like mad .

Yeah , it reamins a destructive destruction in me . I am forced to abandon my social life in favour of studying . It's not that i'm complaining so much . I'm merely expressing my thoughts . True , I'm allowed minor liberties of going out once in a blue moon . However , the aftermath of the outings will murder me from right beneath my skin . After my excursions , i am , yet again , forced to endure the rantings and ramblings of The One .

I hate this .

I say this bluntly with no remorse in me . I say it with the purest of hate , rage and pain that i have felt since i was borned . The hatred of listening to worthless shoutings . The rage after getting ravaged by the cursings and the vile , foul acts of The One . The pain i have suffered from the damage inflicted .

Yet , i endure .

I have not cracked under the severe pressure that has been bearing upon me . I only feel disgust and more disgust . i am a shell . Iam incapable of fighting back . Resigned to the fact that i have to endure and not utter a single sound in exasperation or in anger .

I feel no remorse .

I bear a curse . A curse that i myself can only hope to contain it and safekeep it from any harm . I am vulnerable to constant memory lapses . I am physically in a shape of an able-bodied shell but mentally , i am crippled . I know of no medication that can cure this curse . Its spreading through my body . No cure has been found . Because the cure is me itself .

I am an abomination .

I am the bloody hell . I am the bloody shit . I am the most useless of all . However , there is one thing that i know that keeps me alive even when i was at the brink of death ..

I am the Lost Soul ..

Pictures

The Malaysia representatives of WYSC 2008
WYSC as in World Youth Scrabble Championship

Alvin Lau

Amery Seow

Chang Ching Wei

Bryan Lim Daqing

Ching San Song

Khoo Beng Way


Ian Tay Zhi Xian


Ker Jen Ho

Markus Loke

Ramaraj a/l Sundraraj




Scott Chung Chin Wei


Sean Chung Chin Shiung




Ong Suanne


William Kang

Pictures for the fun of it ...

My trashing of John Lam ..
My bingoes : DUCKERS , BRAINERS , VITALISE and POTAGES .
His bingoes : INSANER and TITTUPED
MSA Nationals in 2008 ( Berjaya Times Square)
My Cheapos : TRANQ and FAX

Platter i ate in Manhattan Fish Market when i was with my friends ..



Me and my friends ...
Left side : Jian Shen , Ling Ben , Wei Mund , me and Looi Yih Foo
Right Side : Jen Nee , Amirah , Li ann and Subashini
Not in the pic : Jade( went to take a Hp call ) and Sam ( she's taking the picture )

CNY and the rest of it ...

Oh well ..

Apparently , life in CNY just had to be fun and boring at the same time.. lolZ .. here are the places i have visited after the end of the second day of CNY ..
1. Ampang .. my cousin Ngooi Kien Sang's father's house
2. My mum's landlady's house ... the landlady is suffering from kidney failure and has to go for dialysis for 13 years now .. apparently her health is deteriorating now .. sad..
3. My dad's sister's house in PJ
4. My dad's godmother's house in SS2
5. Elsie's house in Brickfields ( passed a street named JALAN THAMBY ABDULLAH 1 [WTF])
6. Aunty Kartina's house ( mum's fren ) [ OMG i couldn't recognise Don !! ] { Damn her house is big ; three living rooms and a massive three dining rooms !!!!}
And that's about it ..
My mum's boss and my Australia friends grandfather , Mr.Lim came to my house after lunch ..
Now , some pictures .. WOOT!! loLZ

First day of CNY

Second day of CNY

Muffins in Aunt Elsie's house ( mum's fren ) .. there's some sugar solution besides the muffin..
We drank warm chrysanthenum herbs thats quite nice ..
Elsie's diabetic .. sad..


My nephew , Zhi Kang ..
My cousin, Yee May's brother's wife and son .. WOOT!!
Ngooi Yee May gave me her SPM papers for reference .. thats nice.. 2008 papers sommore.

Random pic lolZZZZ...

And that's about it .. loLZ ...
Wish u all a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ...

HD

Trip to Ampang on CNY eve..

Ah well ... i might as well just post something out of boredom ..

Left the house at 3.30pm and reached Ampang at about 4.30pm .. I wore my WYSC yellow shirt for fun :P .. When i reached there , i greeted my relatives and *BOOM!* DotA !! I randomed Sand king and played a 1on3 match using Drow Ranger .. Won both ... Well , Drow's game didn't finish but i was winning .. so yea .. dinner there was excellent .. got like 6-7 dishes .. later had those glutinous balls or "tang yuen " ..

Went back at about 9 and reached home at about 9.30 ... Trained abit of chess before turning to blogging .. and here we are..

My cousin took her SPM last year so i asked her about it .. she said EST was easy =.= and Add maths was tough in Paper 2.. oh well ....

Hope she gets her 11A1's ..

HD

Chinese New Year .. additional post ...

Ok , my last post of the day ..

Incidentally people my think that i sent the CNY sms a bit too early since CNY starts the next day .. my reason is that i'm not free the next day ..

Someone is PMSing in my house right now and i don have a sister or anybody foreign in my house ... haiHZ when can she ever calm down ....

HD
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR =.=

Trip to Sunway !!

Right ...

Just gotaway from CNY cleaning .. stupid really .. i should be studying right now ..

anyway ...

On Saturday the 24th of january , i went to Sunway with a bunch of my friends .. reason ? Li ann is going off back to Australia in about days time ... So 11 of us ( Me , Jian Shen , Ling Ben , Yih Foo , Li ann , Wei Mund , Subashini , Jade , Jen Nee , Amirah and Samantha ) went to Sunway PYRAMID from 10am to like 6 pm .. WTF ?!! My longest outing with friends so far ... Before we reached SP , a little chat was going on in the transportation vehicle [ Jian Shen's dad's car ] ( When we tried to pick Liann up ,we went in circles thanks to Wei Mund )

CCW : U wanna know why i didn't bring extra clothes that time ?
( There was a mini trip to Sunway LAGOON b4 school reopened and i didn't bring extra clothes for the wet Theme Park )
JS , LWM , Liann : Why ?
CCW : Coz i don't know the difference between Sunway PYRAMID and Sunway LAGOON!
( Laughter erupted in the car )
Liann : OMG u seriously didn't know ?
CCW : Oh well , the mark of a person who doesn't go out often ..
LWM : But u have been there before , haven't you ?
CCW : Yea , but i was still small that time ... ( Laughs uneasily )

Oh well , tough luck ..
We reached there at 10.03 am and went straight to the cinema ticket booth ..

LWM : Lets watch REC ( Spanish )
CCW : I'm not in to horror...
Liann : Its Spanish i think ...
CCW : LAGI i dun wanna watch ..

In the end , we did watch a Horror Movie .. and the title is .. wait ...
wait ..
wait ...








wait ....



wait ....


wait ........





wait ..........................

AH!!!

THEY WAIT!!

Oh well , thats the title of the movie ... LOLZ ...
Me , JS , Wei Mund and Liann were waiting for the rest ( having brunch in A&W ) when we decided to let them know the movie story ...

Sam : What movie are we watching ?
Jen Nee : I donwan horror!
CCW : Wait ..
Liann : Wait ...
LWM : Yea , Let's wait
JS : We wait ..
Sam , Jen Nee , Suba : WHAT IS THE MOVIE ABOUT ?
CCW : Its about four people waiting in the bus stop ..[ the four ppl as in me , JS , LWM and L
iann)
LWM : No la .. its about 4 ppl waiting in A&W
( Laughter )
CCW ; Just wait lo...

The movie has a happy ending with a man's crotch getting grabbed by a horny ghost ..=.=
Scary , i grant you , was keeping my eyes closed for a part of the movie ..

After that , we went to eat at Manhattan Fish Market .. Scrumptious food ... the bill was.....
was...

was.....



was....

RM 146.75 !!!

Expensive .....

After that we went separate ways for awhile .. girls to the shopping galore .. Ling Ben went home .. Me , JS and Yih Foo went arcade . Played Time Crisis 4 ...

We met up again in Pancake house where we had pancakes and Ice kacang ..
Here's something funny ..
Jian Shen started experimenting Maple Syrup on the Ice Kacang ( incidentally its called halo-halo ) it was so sweet he said .. Liann ended up trying it also ...
In the end , I , HD , the crazy one , did something mad ..

CCW : Yih Foo , u want the Ice Kacang ( sharing with him )
YF : Nope ..
CCW ; okay , pass the syrup would you ?
All : Oh no ...
( CCW pours syrup into the ice kacang bowl and takes a big sip )
CCW : * Belches * FANTASTIC !!!
( Laughter )
( CCW stupidly pours maple syrup into the glass of water and takes a sip .. liking it , he adds the Ice Kacang into it and drinks the whole thing )
ALL : SICK !!

HAHAZZZZ...

The bill was RM 47.30
After that is a stroll to nowhere as we all go on our separate ways ...
I and Yih Foo had to run to our car as it started raining and we were at the other entrance .. lolZ

HaihZ thats all for now ...

HD signing off ..
HD

Tag By Benjamin Choo

1. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smoke ?
As long as it does not influence me .. but yeah , it matters

2. How about drinking ?
Nah , I'll join her [ might get drunk first ;P ]

3.If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
Depends on them actually , i would mind either ways ...

4.What's your favourite sport?

Football ..

5.Its Saturday night, and you're home alone ... What do you do?
Play DotA or maybe just do whatever i can do that will be time-consuming ..

6.Do you like roller coasters?
Yeap.. at least as long as i don't die ...

7.If you could date any celebrity, who would it be?
I seriously have no idea .. rest assured its a girl .. just can't think who...

8.What are you doing this weekend?
Nothing .. going to my kampung and sit there like a stone ...

Getting ready for Chinese New Year and last minute shopping?

I'm ready for it ... but i have no cash with me for last minute shopping ...

9.What is your favourite restaurant?
Bernard's at Centre Point , Damansara

10.Have you ever hugged someone?
Yeah.....

11.Ever kissed someone you weren't attracted to?
Nope.. never kissed anybody in my life .. at least for now ..

12.What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
According to Nazri .. it would be ..
1. Face
2. Boobs
3. Ass [ i disagree on this one ]

For me , its
1. Face
2. Boobs ;D
3. Attitude
4. Attire she adorns

13.Which do you prefer, Beach or Mountains?
Mountains !!.. Easier to suicide ... and more fun to explore ..

14.What kind of phone do you have?
Motorola L7I , super slim !!

15.Computer or Laptop?
Computer

16. Jeans or Sweats?
Jeans.

17.Which year(s) has/have been the best so far?
Every year except Form 2

18.How old are you gonna be on your next birthday?
17 yrs

19.What should you be doing right now?
Homework...studying....I'm defying my mum's orders to do this..;)

20.What is your favourite TV show?
Heroes , and those Chinese series shows that i sometimes watch ..

21.What's been your last purchase?
RM47.30 dessert from Pancake House ..

22.Are you attracted to girls/boys that smoke?
* Belches * No!!

23.Have you ever fallen on your butt in front of a crowd of people?
Yeap , once in Berjaya for MNYC 2008 . was with Sean Chung and a whole lot of participants watched me land assdown on the wet floor ...

24.What do you do when you're at home?
Computer usage and studying and doing homework and sleep and eat and breathe and drink .

25.What is your favourite subject?
English ...

26.What's the best thing that's ever happened to you?
Hasn't happened ..

The person who tagged you .. Benjamin Choo

What relationship of you with him/her?
Good Friend

Your 5 impressions towards him/her?
1. Smart
2. Homework conscious ..
3. Witty
4. Always serious
5. Always smiling..

The most memorable thing she/he had done for you?

I don't recall much but he did invite me to his BBQ party at his house ...

The most memorable thing that he/she had said to you?
" LAME !! " ( trademark word ? )

If he/she becomes your lover, you will...
I'm not gay ..

If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...
Try to get things right ..

If he/she becomes your lover , he/she has to improve on....
I told you i'm not gay !@

If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is...
Must be something i said ..

The most desirable thing for you to do to him/her is...

Help him out if i can...

The overall impression of he/her is..
a good person ..

How do you think the people around you feel around you?
Trying to be cool by doing stupid stuff , short , idiot ...


The character for you for yourself is...
Introvert

On the contrary, the thing you hate about yourself is...
Not being smarter than i already am .. and not managing good performances in Scrabble tournaments ..

The most ideal person you want to be is...
To be a better person than i am [ that includes getting taller !]

BORING!!!

WEEEEEE!!

Happy CNY to those Chinese out there .. hope u all have a wonderful time...
Its gonna be boring for me this holiday ... Gotta brush up my studies and my chess skills ... HaihZ ...
Very lazy to write now ..

HD

Headaches.. Heartaches... WTF ...

HaihZ ...

The Seafield Chess MSSD selection has just ended on the 21 of January and here i am posed with a dilemma so serious it could even jeopardise my friendship with certain people ... haihZ ... here goes .. On a happier note .. i won all 4 games that i played today .. was actually glad to fend off the mighty Form 6 students who by themselves are very very , if i may repeat VERY formidable players .. Of course , one should not expect less .. Form 6 students are naturally very logic-minded people .. and no one should underestimated them .. an important lesson i learnt today ...

ROUND 1
Aaron Lui Teng Wei vs Chang Ching Wei
Had a feeling i had earned myself a first round win .. nothing to brag ... i just had a feeling that's all .. he blundered a perfect position of his into a nightmare and i won with two rooks ahead of him .. other expectant players like Ramaraj and Pi Xern won their respective games with ease .. something i envy them for .. why they had to get easy startups .. * grumbles * ^ ^ ..

Round 2
Tan Yen Pin ( Form 6 ) vs Chang Ching Wei
I wasn't prepared for players like him .. To tell the truth , he was very formidable and only lost the game because he made a blunder of skewering himself .. pity .. Pi Xern ( did i mention he was a Form 6 ?) won his game in a minute .. Ram had to slog a bit but was comfortable in winning ..

Here's a bonus round as Edric came late but he was a Form 6 with a MSSD representative title .. Ram told me to evaluate him .. and that's what i did ...
Round Post 3
He was excellent but he made a fatal error again because of the fearsome skewer .. but he has talents..

Round 3
Chang Ching Wei vs Chong Yeh ( another Form 6 =.= )
Had to slog this one . wasn't thinking straight .. traded two rooks for a queen but then he made a fatal error and the rest is all tactics .. could have wrapped it up earlier if i saw the winning move ..

Results ...
U-18 Boys
This is under consideration ...
1. Chang Ching Wei ( returned superbly lolZ but is not guaranteed this spot .. I still have to fight PI Xern)
2. Pi Xern ( excellent find )
Now , the next two spot are opened to 4 people; Ramaraj , Edric , Aaron Lui , and Ariff
Here's the cause of my headaches .. I don't know who to choose !! It is a dilemma .. Edric is abit out of point bcoz only one Form 6 can represent .. but Edric is PTS taker .. so yea .. Puan Thilaham is discussing it with En. Ridzuan .. The next problem is the other three .. i would cerainly pick Ram bcoz he is da best among them .. i can't take a 2.5 player and Ariff isn't as good as Ram !! HaihZ Why Ariff is in the picture ? He was the only other one besides me and Pixern to win all .. But he fought Sean Chung , Kelvin ( =.= ) and a not so good Form 6 .. HAihZ .. all will be solved tomorrow .. i hope

U-18 Girls
1. Lim Wei Mund (our only real hope besides the second one )
2. Feng Wai Yi ( our only real hope besides the first one )
Only two girls ..no one else...

U- 15 Boys
I talked to Dhaneesh ( organiser ) and this is his respeted suggestion ..
1. Khidir
2. Shoban
3. Chang Ching Yet
4. Joker ( Colin )

U-15 Girls
1. Krishnapriya
2. Emily
3. Magdalene

That's it
Battle Royale with Ram , Aaron and Ariff will commence tomorrow ..

P.S. having a dreadful heartache .. blasted feelings...

HD

Sickness engulfing me...

Great !!.. just great ....

I had decided that a few days before the CNY approaches that i will fall sick and not just some ordinary sick .. its an illness that is hitting multiple times... first it was the cough then came the flu then came the headache and fever and just when you thought it couldn't get anymore worse .. the final illness came .. ; MUM'S CHANT OF HORROR !!

She's seriously annoying .. burning the house down with her screaming .. not that i mean disrespect .. just stop driving the neighbours up their walls trying to block out your awful voice ... And her driving !! OMFG !!! I lost count on the number of times she use the horn for no apparent reason .. :(

Thats it for now .. I just took a tranquilizer shot and panadol .. Hopefully i wake up feeling okay...

Thinking of the equation again.. why didn't it add up ??

HD

FUUUUUUK !!!!!!!!!!!!

Great !!!

Just great ...
I went to the USJ 19 Carrefour last Saturday and i saw four people that i know ... and all came from Seafield =.= ...

1. Encik Selva
2. An ERT teacher that i so conveniently forgot the name
3. Nicholas ( left aledi but i know him as a taekwondo poom belt )
4. Kelly or Callie forgot which....

Guess who i didn't recognise? Or rather missed out ?
My brother had to scream at me b4 i actually realized ... By that time it was too late ..
Guess who?

I DIDN'T SEE MR.SELVA !!!
He's my favourite teacher and i missed him !!!
ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HD

WYSC pic

Thats my pic i got from the WYSC 2008 website... So bored so i just add posts only lo ...

Having a fever right now while listening to flutebox and linkin park's new instrumental song , L0ckjaw .. kinda nice ...

Feeling sicker by the minute ... and the equation just don't add up ... Why is that possible ? I calculated all the possibilities and this one has to be one which i had not expected .. i'm losing grip ...

It does not come unexpected , i had anticipated the blow .. still , when i had everything covered up ...

Ah , this bugs my mind but as long as i can do it again , i will ..


HD

A Change Of Mind.. RARE!!

WTF ??!!!

I sorta like changed my mind on the natural cause of my life ... Well , some of it .. I am performing for the IUs but i do it without the rapping... jaws are not good for vocals anymore... I'm reading novels to release tension .. and i'm not effing studying like crazy !!! .. Why ?? Why is that so ??
Beats me , i don't know!!

There's something in me that's persuading me to not study so hard .. but bull ... its SPM ffs!! Need to buckle up ...

HD

School ... school and school

Ah , truly ignorance is a bliss ..

Aside that fact , it has been a terrible time since i stepped into Form 5 .. what with a misunderstanding and headaches as well as everlasting moodiness , i'm engulfed in a state where clearly , i am out of my mind..

I'm not going to perform in the IUs this year .. Not that my mum doesn't let me.. but i feel that i had enough .. I didn't want to continue anymore .. So yeah , i quit , hands down on the game .. But i will be performing in the library AGM , it's gonna suck but who cares ? Even if there is the famous critic to watch me and judge me , i don't give a damn .. i'm becoming a void .. devoid of all senses..

I refrained from writing the WYSC 2008 narrative because i haven't found the time and i have no mood .. so suffice it is to say that here are the standings :
1. Chaiwat Kongthanarat [ Thailand ]
2. Khoo Beng Way [ Malaysia ]
3. Scott Chung Chin Wei [ Malaysia ]
4. Ramaraj a/l Sundraraj [ Malaysia ]
5. Ong Suanne [ Malaysia ]
painstaking isn't it?

I got 19th.. nothing to be proud of ...
I joined the CNY scrabble challenge just last Saturday .. fought bravely despite having only a last minute study of 6 hours .. Played Pui Cheng Wui 3 times .. 1-2 in his favour .. i got 10th .. :( .. Beng Way was champ .. a prefect consolation for his for want of a better word , failure in the WYSC 2008 .. Dear me ..

I'm getting headaches and i get easily tired this days .. gotta train up my stamina .. hope it isn't deteriorating badly.. i badly need it this year .. what with SPM and what not coming ..
MSSD Chess is on the 2nd of February .. intend to get top 4 again..

Most likely Under18 boys lineup ...
1. Chang Ching Wei
2. Ramaraj a/l Sundraraj
3. Aaron Lui [ that is if he does improve from a remarkable stint of 2.5/8 last year ]
4. Alex / or some Form 6 dude ...
Pray that we can keep all the players in good shape .. then we worry about the exams ..

I have these feelings again .. Blasted puberty is hurting my brain....


HD signing off

Remorse

"I'm a horse's ass... " i snarled to myself as i ate lunch . " Freaking wonderful !" i muttered as i prepared myself to do my work .. After the third day in school , i find myself in a state where i actually distance myself from my mentor .. And i hate myself for that .. You know why?

Because i don't know why i did that . It just suddenly made me wanna do it.. And the worst part is. . remorse is only 5 hours later... Too angry to talk now.. Wonder whats gonna happen in tuition later ... thank GOD i cleared things up .. or so i think .. Gotta wake up now....

Shit ... i'm feeling remorseful and it hurts .. hurts more than the time when i severed connections with her .. darn it....

HD

School reopens...

Yeap , the school days have arrived now...

I am anxious to actually step in to the school compound and meet old and new faces alike .. as well as getting to learn more on the SPM subjects .. SPM year is dawning upon us and i feel that this will be a mean challenge , no doubt the most tiring one of all ...

HD