Friday, April 17, 2009

The making of a solitary being ..

As i look across the classroom at nothing particularly , an overwhelming sense of loneliness crept up within me .. I shook off the feeling but it kept coming back .. Even when i feel at home with my friends and classmates , i feel as though i can't seem to concentrate upon myself ..

I feel lost .

Like i'm trapped in another world of my own .. emotions swirling in me .. disarrayed .. without a single direction .. perplexed ..

I feel empty ..

yet again , this illness doth strike me and this time stronger than ever .. Why ? why do i feel like this ? Is it because i will it to strike me ? Or is it happening because i'm in a dillusional state ?

Prithee , tell me..

HD

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