Saturday Night Fev.. Sry.. Saturday Happy Day

Well .. its nice to know that there is at least one happy day for me ..
Though , of course , it indeed very saddening when i recount my midyear results .. mayhap it will come to pass ..
A quick recount on what happened on Friday ( Teacher's Day )
- Dhaneesh invited us to perform as a little calming down act .. Originally it was me , Ram and A.RON .. however , A.RON suggested that -DaBL3EPZ- should have their finale act on that auspicious day .. so we brought in Double A .. and sacrificed Ram .. Of the three of us , i can quite say that i feel the most pain .. Ram had been one of the two upcoming beatboxers under the teachings of the crew [ the other being my own brother , SpiritZ ] .. So the performance ... not bad .. but my mike had a bit of a problem which , methinks , became pronounced when i sang Apologize .. suddenly mike K.O. .. lol .. nvm la ..

Now Saturday ..
Three memorable events came up .. well .. they will be in my mind for awhile .. so yeah .. i conclude them to be memorable till i forget them XD
1. I removed my braces !!! Wee.. Now just need to go a check up in 3 months and then 6 months afterwards and i'm done with the whole orthodontic thing !!!

2. Went to the Wong Kok Restaurant .. I must quickly recount the first time we went there .. it was in 1 Utama .. Last year i think .. Went there , order the food .. waited for an hour only to find out the waiter did not key in our order ... .... .. Now , went to the restaurant in Sunway Pyramid .. Very delicious .. Cheese-baked rice .. wanted to compare the dish with the KimGary's one .. i think WK wins la .. lol .. Price was RM63.75 ..lol .. for 4 of us ..

My Cheese-baked rice with Mushroom sauce .. together with my Koo Lok Tin [ coffee with icecream topping and chocolate debris (cold) ]

Mum's mee and some pork crackers .. the crackers were free .. lol ..

My bro's finished coffee .. nice long glass ..

Didn't know i was taking a picture of myself .. lol .. still emoing ..

3. Bought Linkin Park Underground album .. 8 songs .. and Chris Cornell sucks .. how can he be acclaimed best voice .. his slur sucks .. only Chester's harmonizing saved the song .. ( Hunger Strike - Projekt Revolution )

I'm addicted to Mad World - Adam Lambert .. the song that gave him a standing O in AI 8 .. Am tempted to get his album when it comes out ..

Listening to - Beautiful -Akon

HD

Pushing Aside the Unimportant ..

Its what i'm trying to do ..

But ...
I'm failing ..
B'coz .. i have failed ..
But ..
Who's to say i can't climb back up ?

Depression and the confessions of a misspent youth ..

Damn ...

This is the day where i have finally realized just how pain it is to fall and stumble and crumble when you are faced with a failure ....
You see .. i have very disappointing results for my midyear examinations which was just concluded yesterday ..

Modern Mathematics - 93 ( might seem good but the paper was supposed to be able to get full marks )
English Paper 1 - 77/85 ( Someone got 83/85 so ... damn )
Physics - 68 ( Didn't do the paper well .. should have been able to do more .. )
History - 60 ( I'm hanging myself because of this )

I have realized my slack .. i shouldn't have too much of other stuff in my mind .. I was an ass .. And what with Chemistry getting 39/50 ( paper1 ) and 23/50 ( paper 3 [WTF!!!] ) , I have failed .. failed to accomplish my dreams ..

I know my mistake now .. I have let my dreams be my propeller .. It was not suppose to be that .. I should be the propeller of my dreams .. I am lost .. as has ever been my name ..

LostSoulHD

The pursion is complete !!

Yes..!!!

1.30 am .. Thursday .. I finished my add maths project .. whoooo...
Tired as hell now ..

Gotta remind myself to post something i need to post .. lolz...

Exams are freaking over ...
My Physics was bad ...

:(

HD

Minutes To Midnight ( CCW )

This is not a Linkin Park song !! Lol .. i just thought that i would do something with that title .. lol ..

Minutes To Midnight - CCW
Verse 1
I know of a man who has a plan at hand ,
A goal that he wants to achieve in everyway he can ,
No matter where he stand , his master plan ,
Was to seize every opportunity for the band ,
For the clan , time was a factor he had to remember ,
As he broke the barriers to get the treasure ,
He knows his limitations but his concentration ,
Never withers , his face a mask of consternation ,
He works out all day just to find a way ,
To reach a conclusion , before the day fades away ,
His eyes are so cold , the warmth is gone ,
His breath is so cold , but he still goes on ,
Meanwhile , the clocks just kept ticking all night ,
Even as he feels that he's doing alright ,
Night is at hand as it blinds the light ,
Hearing the ticking from the minutes to midnight .

Chorus
Gentle ticking as the wind blows ,
Trying to see how far it goes ,
Trying to just hold on tight ,
To get through the minutes to midnight .

Verse 2
I know of a man who has no sense of pain ,
He keeps pushing himself to do things again ,
But it just stays the same , it's just a shame ,
So much pressure , he can't even remember his name ,
Daylight strikes and he's just struggling ,
Midnight strikes and he's still stumbling ,
But he will never crumble , just fumble ,
He won't break , he'll just fall and stumble ,
He works all the time , just to keep in mind ,
The thoughts he has , to put it into the lines ,
His body is wasted , he has no soul ,
His mind is just blurred , he's just out cold ,
Meanwhile , the clocks just kept ticking all night ,
Even as he feels that he's doing alright ,
Night is at hand as it blinds the light ,
Hearing the ticking from the minutes to midnight .

Chorus
Gentle ticking as the wind blows ,
Trying to see how far it goes ,
Trying to just hold on tight ,
To get through the minutes to midnight .

Verse 3
I know of a man who gives up easily ,
Always relenting and does stuff irrationally ,
Holds it momentarily , giving up and eventually ,
He's six feet under , a mere living memory ,
He loses track of things when he's alive ,
Holding back his dreams as he tries to survive ,
But he can never live , unless he believes ,
He can control his dreams and his beliefs ,
He strays in the alleys , through the valleys ,
Into the dark slums , in search of a remedy ,
But it was never to be , the melody still goes ,
He's stuck in a fantasy , but the show still goes ,
Meanwhile , the clocks just kept ticking all night ,
Even as he feels that he's doing alright ,
Theres no more light as it turns to night ,
Hearing the ticking from the minutes to midnight .

Chorus
Gentle ticking as the wind blows ,
Trying to see how far it goes ,
Trying to just hold on tight ,
To get through the minutes to midnight .

Done ..

HD

Exam updates ...

HaihZ ..

Exams are like killing my sleeping time .. or is it just me ? Lol.. anyway , a little update .. EXAMS ARE EFFING HARD .. at least that's the general idea on the exams .. we are doomed ... no .. I am doomed .. I had to study physics , bio and chemistry to about 2.00 am before the exam just because i feel unready .. sad..

I did a 2-verse rap during my Mathematics paper 2 exam ... eventually finished the whole rap thing .. might post it up if i feel like it ..
The title is " Minutes To Midnight " .. might sound like i am copying Linkin Park but .. oh well ..

Oh , you guys have to listen to Josh Groban !!!!!
Lol ...
Here are 5 masterful songs of this talented singer ..
1. You Raise Me Up [ Westlife version sucks ]
2. You Are Loved ( Don't Give Up ) [ a very nice song ]
3. February Song [ gentle song that holds alot of emotion ]
4. Remember When It Rained [ Listen to the live version and you can throw other singers away ]
5. My December [ his rendition of Linkin Park's song .. about the same la ]

All in all..

WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING HERE ??!!!!!
I should be studying !!!
I have Biology 1&3 and Chem 2!!!
I got Sivik and PJ !!! =.='

LOLZZ

HD

Exam hurts .. badly..

Dear me ..

The exams are killing me !! Additional Mathematics paper 2 was horrible .. it took me an hour to solve a question which took other people only 15 minutes to solve .. i must be getting out of touch with add maths .. and i did study it before the exam !!

What's wrong with me ?
What am i doing now ?
I should be studying !!
I have Sejarah paper 2 and Chemistry paper 3 tomorrow !!


ARGHHHHHHHH!!
LOLZ

HD

A birthday wish to Melissa Chew Li Mei

What's happening ??
On the 11th of May , someone i know will celebrate her birthday .. and since , well , i know her well .. Here's a birthday song i wrote .. a small freestyle i did after 3 months of not making any songs ..

Happy Birthday
Chorus
I wish a happy birthday to you ,
Hope my message gets through to you ,
Here i stand , here's what i'm gonna do ,
Happy birthday to you , hope your dreams come through .

Verse 1
Special , auspicious , its what makes this day ,
All so glorious , its when you celebrate this day ,
Its your birthday , and this song goes out to you ,
A message from CCW and HD from the hip-hop crew ,
I remember the first time we met online ,
Remember the chats the talks as the time flies by ,
This is the time ,just relax and all will be fine ,
Enjoy the rhyme as i put my mind on the lines ,

Chorus
I wish a happy birthday to you ,
Hope my message gets through to you ,
Here i stand , here's what i'm gonna do ,
Happy birthday to you , hope your dreams come through .
I wish a happy birthday to you ,
Hope my message gets through to you ,
Here i stand , here's what i'm gonna do ,
Happy birthday to you , hope your dreams come through .

Verse 2
I enjoyed the moment i was with you , a memory ,
Distant relationship as i try to hold it momentarily ,
But that's the past , forget it , it will never last ,
A lost image , blurred , faded into the past ,
For all i've wasted , i make it up in this song ,
Hope i don't go wrong ,trying to turn things around ,
Bring it down , enough with all this delay ,
Happy birthday and have a very nice day ,

Chorus
I wish a happy birthday to you ,
Hope my message gets through to you ,
Here i stand , here's what i'm gonna do ,
Happy birthday to you , hope your dreams come through .
I wish a happy birthday to you ,
Hope my message gets through to you ,
Here i stand , here's what i'm gonna do ,
Happy birthday to you , hope your dreams come through .

Bridge
From the heavens to the sky , spread your wings and fly ,
Don't back down , don't cry , because this is your day ,
From the heavens to the sky , spread your wings and fly ,
Don't turn around , don't cry , because it is your birthday ,

Chorus
I wish a happy birthday to you ,
Hope my message gets through to you ,
Here i stand , here's what i'm gonna do ,
Happy birthday to you , hope your dreams come through .
I wish a happy birthday to you ,
Hope my message gets through to you ,
Here i stand , here's what i'm gonna do ,
Happy birthday to you , hope your dreams come through .

Done ..
To Melissa Chew Li Mei ..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!
HAPPY 17Th !!!
AND GOOD LUCK IN EVERYTHING YOU DO !!!

HD signing off ..

Marathon .. Study Day !!

Yeah.. rite .. haha .. wtf ..

Yesterday was a Study Day !! Woohooo .. lolZ .. I studied from morning to night .. and i can say that i am quite proud of that [ I lacked discipline as a person ] .. Fortunately i had songs to help me out .. lolZ ...

Wee.. first stage ..

Next stage ..

MSSD shirt FTW !!

Still studying ..

Tired as hell .. lolZ ..

Took a break from studying at 5.30 pm ... worked out till 6 and then back to studying after dinner at 8.00 ..
Stuff i studied ...
SEJARAH F0rm 4 ... Chapters 1-8 .. which is what is coming out for exams ..


Next week .. BIO Form 4 !! lolZ ..

BTW , i woke up one morning and my hair was all spiked up .. lol ..

Lol ..

That's it for now ..
Gotta study again ..
CiaouZ
HD

When I was a child , I spoke as a child , I understood as a child , I thought as a child ;
But when I become a man ,
I put childish things away .
- 1 Corinthians 13:11
[ picked from T.I. and J.T. 's Dead And Gone music video ... ]

And yes , that's what i am and its what i will remain to ..
What has been fated to come , will come .. and when it does , its our responsibility to face it like we are suppose to face it .. accepting the consequence .. to fail or succeed the coming ...

HD

The passing of a phase ..

HaihZ ..
The exams are drawing nearer and telling myself to calm down is getting harder every passing day ..
But before that , here are some pictures i got off the internet when i was searching for circular measures ...

A nice circle ...

Swirling ..

A combo of pictures ... more swirling ...

Shiny circle ..

4 circles of light ..

Butterfly effect ...

More shiny circles ..

Heart-shaped effect ..

The combo ..

Its blurring and fading ..

And that's about it ..
the song is done but i have no mood to post it up so early ...
Might do it on the day itself .. since i don't have exam on that day ..
Exams start on the 13th of May btw ...


This evening ..
Did add maths project in Ramaraj's house together with buddies , Shawn and Suman ... It was very very very tough ..
In the end , we decided to ask Puan Suhaili how to finish it on Monday ...
Played Time Splitters and Dynasty Warriors 5 for awhile .. i suck bad in playing Play Station man..

Will be studying the whole day tomorrow ..

Why can't i get my thoughts away from you ? I know its impossible .. but .. i still hope .. empty hopes ..

HD