Yes !!!
I finished my schoolwork !! Rejoice !!
Wait .. wait..
No.
There's still Sejarah red book to do ( frens say no need to do .. but wtf la .. teacher gonna ask to do .. do only la.. )
And Wei Mund , i gotta get ur 16 lines for the bio rap compo done by this friday !! ARGH!!
A promise is a promise .. i think .. lolZ ..
Bloody tired now ..
HD
ONE HUMAN'S PERCEPTION IS ANOTHER HUMAN'S CONFUSION.. THIS IS MY BLOG AND THIS IS HOW I RUN THINGS..
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Tired , exhausted ...
I'm very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very
tired .. lolZ
HD
tired .. lolZ
HD
CCW no more
CCW has gone on a holiday !! All that is left is a tiny sliver of the boy who had a rather sizable skill in beatboxing and rapping .. The only time where CCW will surface is next monday ( for Bio rap ) , 12th of april ( grudgingly for the Leo IU [ Fuck la ! ] ) and during the library AGM ...
The rest of the time , HD is taking over at home and in the outside , Chang Ching Wei , is taking over ...
Precaution : Chang Ching Wei is very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very EMO until the end of every single exam that is about to intrude his ife in 2009 ..
HD
P.S. > Still have to make the songs =.=
The rest of the time , HD is taking over at home and in the outside , Chang Ching Wei , is taking over ...
Precaution : Chang Ching Wei is very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very EMO until the end of every single exam that is about to intrude his ife in 2009 ..
HD
P.S. > Still have to make the songs =.=
Unforgiven or Forgiven ?
CCW sat in Starbucks waiting for a friend to arrive .. It was 8pm .. At 8.15 , his friend turned up , face grim with a melancholy look in his eyes ... They shook hands and his friend , who in this post decided only to be known as ZzZ , told CCW what had befell upon him during the past few months ..
'ZzZ was quite a shy dude who seldomed became involved in many things happening in the class . Often , he would talk to his friend beside him or on the next table ... He was quiet at sometimes and only raised his voice at certain times , even that did not let him use his anger much ..
He had a friend , named F who was the more outgoing type . F always seemed to be the centre of attraction and he messed around alot with girls and his friends alike . However , F had a weakness . He cannot stand a minor insult to his face even if it was in a joking way . He would be what we know as "emo" for a moment seeking comfort from the many girls he plays with .. ZzZ was in a bad mood one day and raised his voice to F , momentarily forgetting F's weakness . Immediately , F , was mortified and went into a state of melancholy .. But , that's besides the point ..
Now , ZzZ liked a girl in his class , AaA . F knew about it and cheekily said to ZzZ " I'll leave her for you , it's yours .. " ZzZ showed no emotion but in his mind he suspected something . ZzZ managed to get in talking terms with AaA but because of his shyness , he could not prolong the conversation . However , he did have one very long convo with her before an examination . F had repeatedly mentioned about not touching AaA and insisteed that ZzZ 'take her for his own " . ZzZ had of course no intention whatsoever to "take " her for his own and was constantly in a bad mood because of other personal matters. What he hadn't expected to see was F "play"ing with AaA when for the past few months , he has been waxing eloquent on not "playing" with AaA . ZzZ was stung . However , he did not show it . Instead , he just went on with his work and only lamented the hipocrisy in his inner self . However , he was not sure the fault . Eventually , unable to take it any longer , ZzZ shifted away from the school and went to PJ , deleting further painful memories of the incident .. He had forgiven F but he can't ever forgive himself as this was not the first nor second time this thing had happened ... '
CCW remained seated as ZzZ bid him farewell and went off . As he comtemplated ZzZ's decision , he realised that he too had to make a very big decision before . But , he had failed and broke . ZzZ's revelation to start afresh unsettled him .. And nothing that he did could ever shake of the feeling ..
HD
'ZzZ was quite a shy dude who seldomed became involved in many things happening in the class . Often , he would talk to his friend beside him or on the next table ... He was quiet at sometimes and only raised his voice at certain times , even that did not let him use his anger much ..
He had a friend , named F who was the more outgoing type . F always seemed to be the centre of attraction and he messed around alot with girls and his friends alike . However , F had a weakness . He cannot stand a minor insult to his face even if it was in a joking way . He would be what we know as "emo" for a moment seeking comfort from the many girls he plays with .. ZzZ was in a bad mood one day and raised his voice to F , momentarily forgetting F's weakness . Immediately , F , was mortified and went into a state of melancholy .. But , that's besides the point ..
Now , ZzZ liked a girl in his class , AaA . F knew about it and cheekily said to ZzZ " I'll leave her for you , it's yours .. " ZzZ showed no emotion but in his mind he suspected something . ZzZ managed to get in talking terms with AaA but because of his shyness , he could not prolong the conversation . However , he did have one very long convo with her before an examination . F had repeatedly mentioned about not touching AaA and insisteed that ZzZ 'take her for his own " . ZzZ had of course no intention whatsoever to "take " her for his own and was constantly in a bad mood because of other personal matters. What he hadn't expected to see was F "play"ing with AaA when for the past few months , he has been waxing eloquent on not "playing" with AaA . ZzZ was stung . However , he did not show it . Instead , he just went on with his work and only lamented the hipocrisy in his inner self . However , he was not sure the fault . Eventually , unable to take it any longer , ZzZ shifted away from the school and went to PJ , deleting further painful memories of the incident .. He had forgiven F but he can't ever forgive himself as this was not the first nor second time this thing had happened ... '
CCW remained seated as ZzZ bid him farewell and went off . As he comtemplated ZzZ's decision , he realised that he too had to make a very big decision before . But , he had failed and broke . ZzZ's revelation to start afresh unsettled him .. And nothing that he did could ever shake of the feeling ..
HD
Monday, March 30, 2009
PPSMI week launching ...
Yes .. yes .. and yes ..
A.RON , me[LostSoul] and Ramaraj gave a little intro for the PPSMI week ...
PPSMI stands for Pengajaran dan Pembelajaran Sains Dan Matematik dalam Bahasa Inggeris ..
We were all very nervous but we just did our stuff and well , at least the crowd liked it ..
Can't get pictures though .. must see if anyone has ..
HD
A.RON , me[LostSoul] and Ramaraj gave a little intro for the PPSMI week ...
PPSMI stands for Pengajaran dan Pembelajaran Sains Dan Matematik dalam Bahasa Inggeris ..
We were all very nervous but we just did our stuff and well , at least the crowd liked it ..
Can't get pictures though .. must see if anyone has ..
HD
Earth Hour ..
Ah well , Earth hour has came and went away .. started about five minutes late coz i was still in a traffic jam coming home from shopping.. Mum , me and me bro participated while dad decided it was none of his business .. [ he turned on the car porch light and did some stuff =.= ] Me and my bro decided to jog our house street for the hour . I jogged 16 rounds while he jogged 19 .. losing my stamina ..
Here's some pictures ..
Here's some pictures ..
Friday, March 27, 2009
David Eddings' five book series of The Mallorean
Yet another exciting series that has captured my attention . Again, thanks to Shawn for lending the whole ten books series ..
The summary is a tad too long so i just suggest that you just read the ten books . This is the secong part of the ten books . The first part is Belgariad .
HD
The summary is a tad too long so i just suggest that you just read the ten books . This is the secong part of the ten books . The first part is Belgariad .
HD
Veronika Decides To Die .. Will she ?
Veronika Decides To Die by Paulo Coelho
An interesting book that Shawn Hoong has so generously lent me for my perusal . This is my second book i'm reading from this particular author . The first being The Alchemist , the best book by this author .. i urge each and everyone of you to read his books [ his books range from tragic to adventure to mystery , love and all sorts ] ..
This book is about a girl named Veronika who decided to kill herself . She fails and was sent to a mental hospital . There she was told that her heart was failing and she had within a week of survival . A doctor , Dr. Igor was testing the effects of Vitriol , a drug of sorts , on Veronika and it takes an awareness of life to win through .. What happens next ? Did Veronika actually die ? Read to find out !
HD
This book is about a girl named Veronika who decided to kill herself . She fails and was sent to a mental hospital . There she was told that her heart was failing and she had within a week of survival . A doctor , Dr. Igor was testing the effects of Vitriol , a drug of sorts , on Veronika and it takes an awareness of life to win through .. What happens next ? Did Veronika actually die ? Read to find out !
HD
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Earth Hour ; Sensible or nonsensical ?
Is it worth the one hour on the 28th of March at 8.30 pm whereby 80+ countries will participate in this noble event ? I'm not sure ...
Shawn : Why insaf for an hour and then waste for a whole year ?
Sean Chung : Dunno lar
Myself : Am interested in joining just for the fun of it ..
But seriously , can someone really tell me the true meaning of this event ? Hopefully , a detailed one ..
HD
Shawn : Why insaf for an hour and then waste for a whole year ?
Sean Chung : Dunno lar
Myself : Am interested in joining just for the fun of it ..
But seriously , can someone really tell me the true meaning of this event ? Hopefully , a detailed one ..
HD
Monday, March 23, 2009
A little bit of this and that ..
Ah well..
School has just reopened after a week of holidays .. BAWRING!!.. And the second draft of the 2009 SPM examinations has been revealed .. I'm taking 11 subjects ( BM, BI , Maths , Add Maths , Sejarah , Chemistry , Physics , Biology , Moral , EST and Accounts ) Here are the dates .. ( contributed by Kelvin Hoo for letting me copy his jadual )
And to think SPM starts a day after Alex and my birthday .. haihZ ...
BTW , my cousin got 4A1's in her SPM 2008 .. oklar .. she going some SegI college in KL ..
emo...
Her birthday is on MAY 11th ( not my cousin , someone else XD )
And her birthday is on the 8th of August ... hmm..
Am thinking of writing a rap song on the may 11th ... sampling Happy Birthday by Flipsyde ... then , have to think of another song for the other one.. haihZ .. very tired now ..
Homework's starting to pile up .. better lift some off my shoulders before i crack underneath .. Was making pineapple juice for school tommorow [ Chemistry PEKA ] .. very hard to get the pure juice .. was actually swearing when i got the juice done .. LOLZ ..
I think that's all .. oh yea , done another rap song after Ridin' The Storm .. will post it some time later ... very sleepy now ..
HD
School has just reopened after a week of holidays .. BAWRING!!.. And the second draft of the 2009 SPM examinations has been revealed .. I'm taking 11 subjects ( BM, BI , Maths , Add Maths , Sejarah , Chemistry , Physics , Biology , Moral , EST and Accounts ) Here are the dates .. ( contributed by Kelvin Hoo for letting me copy his jadual )
18/11
8.00 - 10.15 BM 1
11.00 - 12.00 Sejarah 1
2.00 - 4.30 Bm 2
19/11
8.00 - 9.45 BI 1
10.30 - 12.45 BI 2
2.00 - 4.30 Sejarah 2
20/11
8.00 - 9.45 EST 1
10.00 - 11.00 EST 2
23/11
8.00 - 9.15 Mathematics 1
10.00 - 12.30 Mathematics 2
24/11
8.00 - 10.30 Pendidikan Moral
25/11
8.00 - 10.00 Additional Mathematics 1
2.00 - 4.30 Additional Mathematics 2
26/11
8.00 - 10.30 Biology 2
11.00 - 12.15 Biology 1
2.00 - 4.30 Biology 3
27/11
8.00 - 9.15 Prinsip Akauns 1
10.00 - 12.30 Prinsip Akauns 2
1/12
8.00 - 9.15 Physics 1
10.00 - 12.30 Physics 2
2.00 - 3.30 Physics 3
3/12
8.00 - 9.15 Chemisty 1
10.00 - 12.30 Chemistry 2
2.00 - 3.30 Chemistry 3
8.00 - 10.15 BM 1
11.00 - 12.00 Sejarah 1
2.00 - 4.30 Bm 2
19/11
8.00 - 9.45 BI 1
10.30 - 12.45 BI 2
2.00 - 4.30 Sejarah 2
20/11
8.00 - 9.45 EST 1
10.00 - 11.00 EST 2
23/11
8.00 - 9.15 Mathematics 1
10.00 - 12.30 Mathematics 2
24/11
8.00 - 10.30 Pendidikan Moral
25/11
8.00 - 10.00 Additional Mathematics 1
2.00 - 4.30 Additional Mathematics 2
26/11
8.00 - 10.30 Biology 2
11.00 - 12.15 Biology 1
2.00 - 4.30 Biology 3
27/11
8.00 - 9.15 Prinsip Akauns 1
10.00 - 12.30 Prinsip Akauns 2
1/12
8.00 - 9.15 Physics 1
10.00 - 12.30 Physics 2
2.00 - 3.30 Physics 3
3/12
8.00 - 9.15 Chemisty 1
10.00 - 12.30 Chemistry 2
2.00 - 3.30 Chemistry 3
And to think SPM starts a day after Alex and my birthday .. haihZ ...
BTW , my cousin got 4A1's in her SPM 2008 .. oklar .. she going some SegI college in KL ..
emo...
Her birthday is on MAY 11th ( not my cousin , someone else XD )
And her birthday is on the 8th of August ... hmm..
Am thinking of writing a rap song on the may 11th ... sampling Happy Birthday by Flipsyde ... then , have to think of another song for the other one.. haihZ .. very tired now ..
Homework's starting to pile up .. better lift some off my shoulders before i crack underneath .. Was making pineapple juice for school tommorow [ Chemistry PEKA ] .. very hard to get the pure juice .. was actually swearing when i got the juice done .. LOLZ ..
I think that's all .. oh yea , done another rap song after Ridin' The Storm .. will post it some time later ... very sleepy now ..
HD
Sunday, March 22, 2009
M@y Qin's Birthday
Ah weee...
Wutever .. anyway , it was May Qin's b'day last friday .. and it was awesome .. ashraf , shawn and alex were like checking out porn websites .. ashraf was showing some idiot rap videos .. kelvin raped alex ... ling ben pranked may qin.. shiva learned to drive the night before and went to fetch may qin ( she kena blindfold ) .. i bought the cake .. i brought cocks and balls .. [ cocktail sausage and meat balls ] .. i brought plastic utensils .. everybody brought mihun .. Fisher brought muffins ... Xingsan decided to barbecue the whole frosted sausage pack ( 10 in abundle ) just like that .. went back at about 10.30 .. ah well .. Yih foo brought a mini bbq set and a nice flamethrower .. XD ..
a burning Cock Brand flammable stuff ..
The cake i bought . weee...
Wutever .. anyway , it was May Qin's b'day last friday .. and it was awesome .. ashraf , shawn and alex were like checking out porn websites .. ashraf was showing some idiot rap videos .. kelvin raped alex ... ling ben pranked may qin.. shiva learned to drive the night before and went to fetch may qin ( she kena blindfold ) .. i bought the cake .. i brought cocks and balls .. [ cocktail sausage and meat balls ] .. i brought plastic utensils .. everybody brought mihun .. Fisher brought muffins ... Xingsan decided to barbecue the whole frosted sausage pack ( 10 in abundle ) just like that .. went back at about 10.30 .. ah well .. Yih foo brought a mini bbq set and a nice flamethrower .. XD ..
a burning Cock Brand flammable stuff ..
The cake i bought . weee...
The next day , i went to the dentist with high hopes of removing my upper brace .. turns out i have to wear it till May .. huah ..
Here's my dad.. sleeping .. all the while in the waiting room ..
HAHA .. tired i think .. he slept in the car while driving *shudders* luckily , mum was there to poke him up .. XD
Here's my dad.. sleeping .. all the while in the waiting room ..
HAHA .. tired i think .. he slept in the car while driving *shudders* luckily , mum was there to poke him up .. XD
HD
Friday, March 20, 2009
Freaky..
Very funny ...
In Wei Mund's house now at 5.05 pm .. apparently its gonna rain so therefore we r doing the freaky barbecue thingy in her house ..
HD
In Wei Mund's house now at 5.05 pm .. apparently its gonna rain so therefore we r doing the freaky barbecue thingy in her house ..
HD
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
The nagging thoughts of the Lost Soul .
If there was no choice , would there be life ? If there were no crossroads , would there be good or bad ,? If they were no decisions , would there be understanding ? Crossroads , choices and decisions , each of them are as vital as the oxygen and water which we rely upon . A person who cannot make a choice is doomed to complexity so complex that no one can fathom how is that person able to think . Thus , begins my thoughts about these convoluted , complicated object of pondering ..
CHOICE ...
If you have a choice , what would you make of it ? Can you make the right choice ? Can you determine what choice is there to choose from ? All of this , remains upon the thinker to choose what is right , what is wrong and what must be taken . If i had a choice to go back in time to correct what i want rectified , i would do so gladly , without thinking of the consequences .. HOWEVER , when you think of the consequences , when you have studied the lines that lead to the aftermath of the rectification , i can conclude that i would rather not turn back the clock .. If i had the opportunity to rectify my foolishness during my excursions in the year-end party in Form 2 , i would , of course , try to rectify it .. The problem remains palpable , though , that i would not be able to learn from mistakes . If you keep going back to rectify your mistakes , you will be more careless than usual until , eventually , even going back to change the past is disastrous .. If i had the chance to retake my failed examinations , i would be cheating myself if i had done it .. Of course , in my melancholy times , these two incidents , possibilities , i would say , would creep in and the urge to turn back is overwhelming .. But , i can't .. which leads me to the next word ; crossroads .
CROSSROADS ...
When i say crossroads , i mean taking an immediate choice . A pathway , junction , a turn in life .. All of this mean the same thing . However , unlike choices , crossroads appear directly in front of us . Let's take for an example , i have always maintained my results to above satisfactory . Now , say i forgo that . Crossroad A leads me to studying well to achieve flying colours . Crossroads B leads me to studying enough to gain satisfactory results . Crossroad C induces me not to study at all . Had i taken crossroad C , my life would have been for the worse . ( incidentally , i chose crossroad B =.= , still have no idea how i got 2nd in Form 4 finals ) . Of course , the choice [ see , it remains a choice still ] ..is up to me . I still have a sane mind to study , unlike some other raving people who regard people who study as " no life bastards " . i force myself to peruse the huge amount of books that lie , almost mockingly , in front of my study table . These crossroads , of course , are factors in our everyday life . A mother of two , facing financial problems , once said , " I should have never gotten my second child if i had known life is difficult with two children ." Besides hurting the child's feelings , she has decided that the crossroad she took was the wrong one . HOWEVER , the choice was hers . She should have thought of it before going through the procedure . A father of two , once said to his second child , who is a tad mischievous , " I should have left you to kidnappers instead of wasting my money on you ! " WHY , then should he waste his money on the child , if he wants to make useless , vile threats like that ? The choice was his .. That thought disgust me . And to think that i know both of them who quoted those sentences . Crossroads lead to choices , Choices make crossroads . A relation of importance ..
DECISIONS ...
I have said nothing about decisions in the above two words . However , they have everything to do with decisions . A wise decision leads to wise moves . The issue remains , CAN you always make a wise or smart decision ? Making decision is like playing chess . In fact , chess has everything to do with making decision . You have to know how to make a correct or smart decision . To make a decision is to understand the factors in it . If you fail to understand what must be understood , then , your decision would be woefully wrong , statistically speaking . One should know the vagaries of understanding something before deciding upon an action. Action .. reaction .. both rely on deciding .. That has always been a factor in life .
These three words ; Choices , Crossroads and Decisions are something that everyone should take into consideration . Fail to notice , fail to understand , and life shall be miserable ...
[ Thoughts that go awry ]
HD
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Time lag .. so i'll slack abit ..
I'm abit out of composure now .. mixed emotions running through my veins and brain.. Wouldn't be posting anything for awhile .. Am composing a huge article .. likely to be posted on Wednesday .. Feeling so complicated now.. Internet so laggy after kena discon for the day .. haihZ .. Eff it ...
HD
HD
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Confusion ...
What happens if you are faced with a very puzzling puzzle ?? Well , what would you do ? Would you try with all your will to solve it ? Would you wait for the answer to be handed to you? Or would you just give up without looking at it ?
I have been given two puzzles to mull over in my mind ... Actually it was me and Dhaneesh .. We couldnt solve either one of the puzzle .. and the more we gave thought to it , the more stumped we came .. My dear Oon Hui and Esther , if we both can't get enough sleep tonight , we would personally sue you over minor defects ..
The puzzle seemed to easy for both of them , but the fact reamins that we simply CAN'T solve the damn thing .. I was fuming but of course , we have to try to solve it first , one way or another ... HaihZ ...
Btw , a thousand thanks to Yih Foo for changing my downloaded vids to MP3 format ... weee!! Beardyman in my HP !!! Weeeee!!!!!
I have been given two puzzles to mull over in my mind ... Actually it was me and Dhaneesh .. We couldnt solve either one of the puzzle .. and the more we gave thought to it , the more stumped we came .. My dear Oon Hui and Esther , if we both can't get enough sleep tonight , we would personally sue you over minor defects ..
The puzzle seemed to easy for both of them , but the fact reamins that we simply CAN'T solve the damn thing .. I was fuming but of course , we have to try to solve it first , one way or another ... HaihZ ...
Btw , a thousand thanks to Yih Foo for changing my downloaded vids to MP3 format ... weee!! Beardyman in my HP !!! Weeeee!!!!!
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Ridin' the storm [ CCW ]
A rap song i made tonight ... was feeling quite into it due to much listening to T.I. and bone thugs' take me home ..
Ridin' The Storm [ CCW ]
Verse 1
I always keep myself in composure ,
Always remain sure , maintaining my posture ,
But often i keep making the same mistakes ,
Same thing , sometimes always complicate-d ,
What should i feel with these walls around me ?
Closing within me , breaking me , making me ,
Into someone else , a different personality , u with me ?
It's something silly , but wait just bear with me ,
I'll show you what the world thinks about me ,
They shape who i am , they make me do what i can ,
To get on track , but there's still the implications ,
The fact , that i can't do things without assistance ,
That i lack , the courage to get things done ,
Before it's gone , before i get on with the song ,
In my zone , this is it , this is me riding the storm .
Chorus x2
I'm strong in the inside , weak on the outside ,
Whatever i do are the same things i always do ,
It doesn't matter who , what i am , or where i'm from ,
The rhymes are forming as i'm ridin' the storm .
I'm strong in the inside , weak on the outside ,
Whatever i do are the same things i always do ,
It doesn't matter who , what i am , or where i'm from ,
The rhymes are forming as i'm ridin' the storm .
Verse 2
So hold it and just listen for awhile ,
Understand it while you're checking my profile ,
The whole file , open for your perusal , its usual,
People noticing me in the streets when i'm walking ,
Or i'm talking , i do it all for the sake of amusing ,
Myself , my life , my knife , ready to snuff the light Out ,
Just burning and yearning with the urge ,
The surge to do anything as long as it merges ,
Together if there is a logic , its worth doing it ,
if ever there was a meaning , it would mean getting it ,
Right , i still manage to walk unfazed ,
Holding my gaze , people still go around amazed ,
But i don't care , i don't care what they do ,
They know me and i'll just know them back too ,
Form day one from the very day i was born ,
I would still push myself to just riding the storm .
Chorus x2
I'm strong in the inside , weak on the outside ,
Whatever i do are the same things i always do ,
It doesn't matter who , what i am , or where i'm from ,
The rhymes are forming as i'm ridin' the storm .
I'm strong in the inside , weak on the outside ,
Whatever i do are the same things i always do ,
It doesn't matter who , what i am , or where i'm from ,
The rhymes are forming as i'm ridin' the storm .
And done !
HD
Ridin' The Storm [ CCW ]
Verse 1
I always keep myself in composure ,
Always remain sure , maintaining my posture ,
But often i keep making the same mistakes ,
Same thing , sometimes always complicate-d ,
What should i feel with these walls around me ?
Closing within me , breaking me , making me ,
Into someone else , a different personality , u with me ?
It's something silly , but wait just bear with me ,
I'll show you what the world thinks about me ,
They shape who i am , they make me do what i can ,
To get on track , but there's still the implications ,
The fact , that i can't do things without assistance ,
That i lack , the courage to get things done ,
Before it's gone , before i get on with the song ,
In my zone , this is it , this is me riding the storm .
Chorus x2
I'm strong in the inside , weak on the outside ,
Whatever i do are the same things i always do ,
It doesn't matter who , what i am , or where i'm from ,
The rhymes are forming as i'm ridin' the storm .
I'm strong in the inside , weak on the outside ,
Whatever i do are the same things i always do ,
It doesn't matter who , what i am , or where i'm from ,
The rhymes are forming as i'm ridin' the storm .
Verse 2
So hold it and just listen for awhile ,
Understand it while you're checking my profile ,
The whole file , open for your perusal , its usual,
People noticing me in the streets when i'm walking ,
Or i'm talking , i do it all for the sake of amusing ,
Myself , my life , my knife , ready to snuff the light Out ,
Just burning and yearning with the urge ,
The surge to do anything as long as it merges ,
Together if there is a logic , its worth doing it ,
if ever there was a meaning , it would mean getting it ,
Right , i still manage to walk unfazed ,
Holding my gaze , people still go around amazed ,
But i don't care , i don't care what they do ,
They know me and i'll just know them back too ,
Form day one from the very day i was born ,
I would still push myself to just riding the storm .
Chorus x2
I'm strong in the inside , weak on the outside ,
Whatever i do are the same things i always do ,
It doesn't matter who , what i am , or where i'm from ,
The rhymes are forming as i'm ridin' the storm .
I'm strong in the inside , weak on the outside ,
Whatever i do are the same things i always do ,
It doesn't matter who , what i am , or where i'm from ,
The rhymes are forming as i'm ridin' the storm .
And done !
HD
Take Me Home - Bone Thugs-n-Harmony feat Phil Collins
You want a good rap song ?? Check this out !!
Take Me Home [ Bone Thugs-n-Harmony Feat. Phil Collins ]
-Layzie Bone -
I been stuck in the struggle
And I been wonderin' if I'm ever gon' bubble
I'm gettin' caught up in the touch
Instead of usin' my muscle
And every time I extend my heart to my mother
Caught up in the game now I'm back up in the hustle
Sometimes I sit and I wonder
If a nigga pull my number
If it wasn't for the Bone Thug fam'
In this world where nobody don't give a damn
But I'm still a man
Got a soul program
I'ma pump my fist
I'm stayin' ready for this
And you can put this on Wish
I'll never see the abyss
And when I needed a ride
You wouldn't give me a lift
And now I'm poppin' my cris
You niggas all on my dick
I wanna change the world
You wanna change ya life
I wouldn't put up a fight
If I knew it was trite
They sayin everything happin' for a reason
Can you tell me why these niggas bleedin'
Needin' general assistance
I'm here needin' public housing
I'm here tryna make ends meet
Tryna get on their feet
But see my brain so cloudy
And I know what you don't know
You better get on your mission and get down for your dough
See the real niggas ready out here taken control
See I'm screamin' out Mo'
With my pockets on swoll
Please Mr. Postman, quit bringin' these bills to my house
Quit bringin' this stress to my spouse
Cause I'm ready for the kill on look out, look out
If you niggas try to run up on the Bone
I'ma show you like this I'ma pull my chrome
I don't wanna have to send a nigga home
Lord please take me home
Come and take me home
-Chorus-
-Phil Collins-
So take, take me home,
Cause I dont remember,
Take, take me home,
Cause I dont remember
-Krayzie Bone-
Home, Home, Home, Home, Home,
Home, Home, Home, Home, Home
Please take me home
When I'm lookin' at my money now
Make a living to when I was lini foul,
I was runnin' wild, sur-vi-ving
Cause I'm nine-to-five
And even puttin' overtime if I had to grind
I was stayin' up, slangin' up, hangin' up on the block
Ah nigga dodgin the cops clocked on the night-shift
Didn't think I'd ever make it out, out, out of the ghetto
But we finally made it
Stay dedicated to the music we made yeah
Now it's on Bone Thug
Leave alone, came back the next year
Number 1 platinum song it blew up from the go
And what do you know (Oh no)
Eazy, rest his soul
Left us in the mess, I don't regret it
But we better get up and get it, go
Everythang's gon' wrong
Since you left Bone, it never been right
I knew it woulda been on
We woulda been tight
We woulda been in the zone ridin' so high
Up in the game fire, does, lie
See we used to love makin' music
We was always in the studio, groovin'
We kept it movin', we was ready to do it (Right)
But you know I'm goin' through it
And ain't feelin this rap thing right now
They got me trippin' ready to flip
They got me trippin' ready to come get my chips
They got me trippin' loadin' the clips
They trippin', Lord I feel like I'm losin' it right
now (Right now, now)
-Chorus-
-Phil Collins-
So take, take me home,
Cause I dont remember,
Take, take me home,
Cause I dont remember
-Bizzy Bone-
I'll never give in
I'll never give up
I'll let 'em live in
They sinnin'
They pretend to be tough, Pretend to be touched,
Pretend to be blessed
They want money and women, it's never enough
Take in a breath slow nobody knows just too much
You better be good, you know im from the hood and so,
We give 'em the dough
Fired out, laughin' up
When niggas died, niggas brought around nasty junk
And to the grave, I been one of the brave
Not one of the slaves, and one of the paid,
And I'll be one of the saved, stay hatin' the fake
On the television runnin' 'round tellin' niggas be ready for hate,
Guard Leathaface and the grin right up under my face
I steady debate the pain that I bring with hate
Sweet as the cake, I take another puff and shake
And swallow my pride it's all about heartache, hard to break
Lost mommy, poppy left home
I miss Wish' Uncle Charlie
Sit listenin in the back and tellin his selection
His date is probably,
Probably my mommy,song,
Cryin for the life of you gone,
Just me and my destiny let's roll, let's roll
-Chorus-
-Phil Collins-
So take, take me home,
Cause I dont remember,
Take, take me home,
Cause I dont remember
-Wish Bone-
When I lost my Uncle Charles a part of me went wrong
And it happened when the Bone was comin' up so strong
We just wanted him to see what we do
You motivated us at the shows we see too
And I really hope you live through what we spit on the song
You might have been through somethin' hope its nothing like Bone
Like one said we'll never make it
Like two, thirty mil in they faces
And I really gone slow when Bone has already left
Crossed over, back to the hood we souljahs
The music nigga make it back, scandlous
But faith kicked in and the world shows and we winnin' now
Gotta keep it comin' fool in my baby's mouth
And things have changed like relationships
Ain't did nothin', now you wanna flip
Suin' people thangs you would never made on your own
Now I wanna stay, watch thug niggas leave the hood
Bye, think I'm home
Stick in the hood, mess with scrubs, it'll all be gone
You can really help a busta if it ain't meant to be
Wit a little oohwee, wit a little oohwee
I'm tired of tryin' to help these thugs
Lord just guide em' home, guide 'em home
-Chorus-
-Phil Collins-
So take, take me home,
Cause I dont remember,
Take, take me home,
Cause I dont remember
:)
HD
Take Me Home [ Bone Thugs-n-Harmony Feat. Phil Collins ]
-Layzie Bone -
I been stuck in the struggle
And I been wonderin' if I'm ever gon' bubble
I'm gettin' caught up in the touch
Instead of usin' my muscle
And every time I extend my heart to my mother
Caught up in the game now I'm back up in the hustle
Sometimes I sit and I wonder
If a nigga pull my number
If it wasn't for the Bone Thug fam'
In this world where nobody don't give a damn
But I'm still a man
Got a soul program
I'ma pump my fist
I'm stayin' ready for this
And you can put this on Wish
I'll never see the abyss
And when I needed a ride
You wouldn't give me a lift
And now I'm poppin' my cris
You niggas all on my dick
I wanna change the world
You wanna change ya life
I wouldn't put up a fight
If I knew it was trite
They sayin everything happin' for a reason
Can you tell me why these niggas bleedin'
Needin' general assistance
I'm here needin' public housing
I'm here tryna make ends meet
Tryna get on their feet
But see my brain so cloudy
And I know what you don't know
You better get on your mission and get down for your dough
See the real niggas ready out here taken control
See I'm screamin' out Mo'
With my pockets on swoll
Please Mr. Postman, quit bringin' these bills to my house
Quit bringin' this stress to my spouse
Cause I'm ready for the kill on look out, look out
If you niggas try to run up on the Bone
I'ma show you like this I'ma pull my chrome
I don't wanna have to send a nigga home
Lord please take me home
Come and take me home
-Chorus-
-Phil Collins-
So take, take me home,
Cause I dont remember,
Take, take me home,
Cause I dont remember
-Krayzie Bone-
Home, Home, Home, Home, Home,
Home, Home, Home, Home, Home
Please take me home
When I'm lookin' at my money now
Make a living to when I was lini foul,
I was runnin' wild, sur-vi-ving
Cause I'm nine-to-five
And even puttin' overtime if I had to grind
I was stayin' up, slangin' up, hangin' up on the block
Ah nigga dodgin the cops clocked on the night-shift
Didn't think I'd ever make it out, out, out of the ghetto
But we finally made it
Stay dedicated to the music we made yeah
Now it's on Bone Thug
Leave alone, came back the next year
Number 1 platinum song it blew up from the go
And what do you know (Oh no)
Eazy, rest his soul
Left us in the mess, I don't regret it
But we better get up and get it, go
Everythang's gon' wrong
Since you left Bone, it never been right
I knew it woulda been on
We woulda been tight
We woulda been in the zone ridin' so high
Up in the game fire, does, lie
See we used to love makin' music
We was always in the studio, groovin'
We kept it movin', we was ready to do it (Right)
But you know I'm goin' through it
And ain't feelin this rap thing right now
They got me trippin' ready to flip
They got me trippin' ready to come get my chips
They got me trippin' loadin' the clips
They trippin', Lord I feel like I'm losin' it right
now (Right now, now)
-Chorus-
-Phil Collins-
So take, take me home,
Cause I dont remember,
Take, take me home,
Cause I dont remember
-Bizzy Bone-
I'll never give in
I'll never give up
I'll let 'em live in
They sinnin'
They pretend to be tough, Pretend to be touched,
Pretend to be blessed
They want money and women, it's never enough
Take in a breath slow nobody knows just too much
You better be good, you know im from the hood and so,
We give 'em the dough
Fired out, laughin' up
When niggas died, niggas brought around nasty junk
And to the grave, I been one of the brave
Not one of the slaves, and one of the paid,
And I'll be one of the saved, stay hatin' the fake
On the television runnin' 'round tellin' niggas be ready for hate,
Guard Leathaface and the grin right up under my face
I steady debate the pain that I bring with hate
Sweet as the cake, I take another puff and shake
And swallow my pride it's all about heartache, hard to break
Lost mommy, poppy left home
I miss Wish' Uncle Charlie
Sit listenin in the back and tellin his selection
His date is probably,
Probably my mommy,song,
Cryin for the life of you gone,
Just me and my destiny let's roll, let's roll
-Chorus-
-Phil Collins-
So take, take me home,
Cause I dont remember,
Take, take me home,
Cause I dont remember
-Wish Bone-
When I lost my Uncle Charles a part of me went wrong
And it happened when the Bone was comin' up so strong
We just wanted him to see what we do
You motivated us at the shows we see too
And I really hope you live through what we spit on the song
You might have been through somethin' hope its nothing like Bone
Like one said we'll never make it
Like two, thirty mil in they faces
And I really gone slow when Bone has already left
Crossed over, back to the hood we souljahs
The music nigga make it back, scandlous
But faith kicked in and the world shows and we winnin' now
Gotta keep it comin' fool in my baby's mouth
And things have changed like relationships
Ain't did nothin', now you wanna flip
Suin' people thangs you would never made on your own
Now I wanna stay, watch thug niggas leave the hood
Bye, think I'm home
Stick in the hood, mess with scrubs, it'll all be gone
You can really help a busta if it ain't meant to be
Wit a little oohwee, wit a little oohwee
I'm tired of tryin' to help these thugs
Lord just guide em' home, guide 'em home
-Chorus-
-Phil Collins-
So take, take me home,
Cause I dont remember,
Take, take me home,
Cause I dont remember
:)
HD
F@!king lame....
Dear me....
Apparently , life as a Form 5 is not clearly something to be taken as something easy ... ZzZz .. wtf am i saying ??
ANYWAY , i went for my first Taekwondo class of the year ..... and split my pants . =.=
Apparently , life as a Form 5 is not clearly something to be taken as something easy ... ZzZz .. wtf am i saying ??
ANYWAY , i went for my first Taekwondo class of the year ..... and split my pants . =.=
Freaking lame crap ...
HaihZ ... forgotten most of my steps adi ..
Nvm..
Interact audition next week ...
and i need cash to go for the I.U.s .. huah..
HD
Nvm..
Interact audition next week ...
and i need cash to go for the I.U.s .. huah..
HD
Friday, March 6, 2009
Updates #2
Right..
Anyway , its past the two months of 2009 and the monthly test has come and gone .. I got third position in class to maintain a nice spot among the genii in my class..
Final marks :
Bm - 70 ( didn't get the full 20 marks for homework .. )
BI - 84
Sejarah - 80
Physics - 78
Chemistry - 86
Biology - 76
Add maths - 100
Maths - 95
Moral - 90
Est - 77
All in all , quite good except BM ..
Entering a Biology rap challenge .. collaborating with A.RON and Ramaraj .. hope we win ..
Here's my verse beta 1.1
We need O2 to breathe and stay alive ,
Exhale CO2 and vapour to be able to survive ,
But hold , what transport them to and fro ?
Biconcave red blood cells that go with the flow ,
So now , two main veins and arteries ,
Pulmonary , aorta and don't forget vena cava ,
Important they are , we have two circulatory systems ,
Don't forget them , they are there for a reason ,
Pulmonary and systemic , wait nope not systematic ,
Don't get confused , it doesn't make teacher amused ,
Mix in the hepatic , its not pathetic ,
Plus the cardiac , and everything's just fantastic ,
It might be convoluted or even complicated,
Diagrams might help to get us through ,
So roses are red and violets are blue ,
Oxygenated is red so i guess deoxy is blue !
P.S. Leo audition was okay.. one down one more to go
HD
Anyway , its past the two months of 2009 and the monthly test has come and gone .. I got third position in class to maintain a nice spot among the genii in my class..
Final marks :
Bm - 70 ( didn't get the full 20 marks for homework .. )
BI - 84
Sejarah - 80
Physics - 78
Chemistry - 86
Biology - 76
Add maths - 100
Maths - 95
Moral - 90
Est - 77
All in all , quite good except BM ..
Entering a Biology rap challenge .. collaborating with A.RON and Ramaraj .. hope we win ..
Here's my verse beta 1.1
We need O2 to breathe and stay alive ,
Exhale CO2 and vapour to be able to survive ,
But hold , what transport them to and fro ?
Biconcave red blood cells that go with the flow ,
So now , two main veins and arteries ,
Pulmonary , aorta and don't forget vena cava ,
Important they are , we have two circulatory systems ,
Don't forget them , they are there for a reason ,
Pulmonary and systemic , wait nope not systematic ,
Don't get confused , it doesn't make teacher amused ,
Mix in the hepatic , its not pathetic ,
Plus the cardiac , and everything's just fantastic ,
It might be convoluted or even complicated,
Diagrams might help to get us through ,
So roses are red and violets are blue ,
Oxygenated is red so i guess deoxy is blue !
P.S. Leo audition was okay.. one down one more to go
HD
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
BLEAGHH!!
Ah well , as the saying goes ' u can't win'em all ' .. holy crap .. i had to do my class punya English 1 & 2 at home.. marking the 20 points for homework .. bloody boring ... haihZ ..
Anyways , the Leo I.U. audition is up tomorrow , hope we can pull it off .. A.RON's gonna be fruss if someone screws anything up ..
HD
Anyways , the Leo I.U. audition is up tomorrow , hope we can pull it off .. A.RON's gonna be fruss if someone screws anything up ..
HD
Kena tag...
Tagged by Wei Mund.....
Rules:It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag ten people.Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.
1. What is your name: Chang
2. A four Letter Word: Crap
3. A boy's Name: Colin
4. A girl's Name: Cindy
5. An occupation: Collaborator
6. A color: Color
7. Something you'll wear: Cap
8. A food: Char Kuey Teow
9. Something found in the bathroom: Comb
10. A place: China downtown
11. A reason for being late: Coz i went see teacher.. :)
12. Something you'd shout: C'mon y'all !!
13. A movie title: Terminator 3 : Salvation
14. Something you drink: Can drinks
15. A musical group: Coldplay
16. An animal: Cat
17. A street name: Chow Kit Street
18. A type of car: Camry
19. The title of a song: Crawling
20. Tag 10 people:
1.1
2.2
3.3
4.4
5.5
6.6
7.7
8.8
9.9
10.10
And done !
HD
Rules:It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag ten people.Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.
1. What is your name: Chang
2. A four Letter Word: Crap
3. A boy's Name: Colin
4. A girl's Name: Cindy
5. An occupation: Collaborator
6. A color: Color
7. Something you'll wear: Cap
8. A food: Char Kuey Teow
9. Something found in the bathroom: Comb
10. A place: China downtown
11. A reason for being late: Coz i went see teacher.. :)
12. Something you'd shout: C'mon y'all !!
13. A movie title: Terminator 3 : Salvation
14. Something you drink: Can drinks
15. A musical group: Coldplay
16. An animal: Cat
17. A street name: Chow Kit Street
18. A type of car: Camry
19. The title of a song: Crawling
20. Tag 10 people:
1.1
2.2
3.3
4.4
5.5
6.6
7.7
8.8
9.9
10.10
And done !
HD
Monday, March 2, 2009
Test results .. the likes ,,
Ok , here are my test results so far .. some are good while some are bad ..
Modern Maths - 90-95 ( homework marks not really confirmed .. )
Additional Mathematics - 100 .. ( wee.. have to give Puan Suhaili my Hotspots book to ensure )
Moral -90
Biology - 76
Physics - 77
Chemistry - 86
EST - 77
Sejarah - 78
Ah, waiting for BM and Bi .. woot !!
A song i created in Nazri's ..
RUNNING OUT OF TIME
Verse 1
Life is like a test , you only have one shot ,
Gonna do your best and give it all you got ,
Gotta pull your weight , but just don't sit and wait ,
You got a long way to go , but don't procrastinate ,
Success is gradual , and it is always perpetual ,
You know its factual , eventual , even hypothetical ,
But wait , hold up , you only got one chance ,
To advance , to do what it takes without mistakes ,
You run so fast , but you can only go so far ,
You wanna reach out , reach out for the stars ,
Be what you wanna be , be something legendary ,
Be someone good , someone who can shape his own destiny ,
It's life as we know it , you know it , i know it ,
We can quit , but we'll be back before you know it ,
Time to make a change and let the whole world know ,
That the lyrics in my song are just more than flows .
Chorus x2
One small step for man , to be a better man ,
Two big steps to amend , what's left behind ,
We're out of time , but the pencil makes the rhymes ,
Too late , it's never too far , but we're running out of time .
Verse 2
Do you have the strength to do the math ?
To go through the lengths and face the aftermath ?
You gotta believe in shaping your dreams ,
Mend the seams , and work it out as a team ,
But hold , take a look at yourself first ,
Before you do something rash and end up in a hearse ,
It's you against the universe , there's no reverse ,
No time to make reserves , even as you belt this verse ,
There's no regret but hey don't forget ,
You're only human , there are terms to be met ,
Don't be so stress just finish the test ,
take your shot before you start to digress ,
So hold your breath , the second coming is at hand ,
Your mind is set and you know the demand ,
Time to make a change and let the whole world know ,
That the lyrics in my song are just more than flows .
Chorus x2
One small step for man , to be a better man ,
Two big steps to amend , what's left behind ,
We're out of time , but the pencil makes the rhymes ,
Too late , it's never too far , but we're running out of time .
You're running late , time waits for no man ,
You can't turn the tide , but others you can amend ,
Get up and move up , don't even hesitate ,
It's time to shape up , you have a destiny to make ,
You're running late , time waits for no man ,
You can't turn the tide , but others you can amend ,
Get up and move up , don't even hesitate ,
It's time to shape up , you have a destiny to make .
Chorus x2
One small step for man , to be a better man ,
Two big steps to amend , what's left behind ,
We're out of time , but the pencil makes the rhymes ,
Too late , it's never too far , but we're running out of time .
And done !!
HD
Modern Maths - 90-95 ( homework marks not really confirmed .. )
Additional Mathematics - 100 .. ( wee.. have to give Puan Suhaili my Hotspots book to ensure )
Moral -90
Biology - 76
Physics - 77
Chemistry - 86
EST - 77
Sejarah - 78
Ah, waiting for BM and Bi .. woot !!
A song i created in Nazri's ..
RUNNING OUT OF TIME
Verse 1
Life is like a test , you only have one shot ,
Gonna do your best and give it all you got ,
Gotta pull your weight , but just don't sit and wait ,
You got a long way to go , but don't procrastinate ,
Success is gradual , and it is always perpetual ,
You know its factual , eventual , even hypothetical ,
But wait , hold up , you only got one chance ,
To advance , to do what it takes without mistakes ,
You run so fast , but you can only go so far ,
You wanna reach out , reach out for the stars ,
Be what you wanna be , be something legendary ,
Be someone good , someone who can shape his own destiny ,
It's life as we know it , you know it , i know it ,
We can quit , but we'll be back before you know it ,
Time to make a change and let the whole world know ,
That the lyrics in my song are just more than flows .
Chorus x2
One small step for man , to be a better man ,
Two big steps to amend , what's left behind ,
We're out of time , but the pencil makes the rhymes ,
Too late , it's never too far , but we're running out of time .
Verse 2
Do you have the strength to do the math ?
To go through the lengths and face the aftermath ?
You gotta believe in shaping your dreams ,
Mend the seams , and work it out as a team ,
But hold , take a look at yourself first ,
Before you do something rash and end up in a hearse ,
It's you against the universe , there's no reverse ,
No time to make reserves , even as you belt this verse ,
There's no regret but hey don't forget ,
You're only human , there are terms to be met ,
Don't be so stress just finish the test ,
take your shot before you start to digress ,
So hold your breath , the second coming is at hand ,
Your mind is set and you know the demand ,
Time to make a change and let the whole world know ,
That the lyrics in my song are just more than flows .
Chorus x2
One small step for man , to be a better man ,
Two big steps to amend , what's left behind ,
We're out of time , but the pencil makes the rhymes ,
Too late , it's never too far , but we're running out of time .
You're running late , time waits for no man ,
You can't turn the tide , but others you can amend ,
Get up and move up , don't even hesitate ,
It's time to shape up , you have a destiny to make ,
You're running late , time waits for no man ,
You can't turn the tide , but others you can amend ,
Get up and move up , don't even hesitate ,
It's time to shape up , you have a destiny to make .
Chorus x2
One small step for man , to be a better man ,
Two big steps to amend , what's left behind ,
We're out of time , but the pencil makes the rhymes ,
Too late , it's never too far , but we're running out of time .
And done !!
HD
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