A minor post ..

Right ... I'm feeling kinda dizzy right now .. and i really wanna sleep .. unfortunately , i have Bio , Moral and Add maths to finish .. not to mention two effing projects to complete .. FML siut ..
LOLZ



TADA!!
My IU performance for Seafield ..

A little statement on the video ..
I rapped offbeat coz i'm an ass .. ( that's the second time i've offbeated in two years =.= )
The crowd was so unsupportive ..
It isn't their fault ..
It was our bad choice ..

Crapy crap crap ..

HD

CCW speaks ..

Sometimes , your memories on a subject is best forgotten ..
Sometimes , your memories on a subject is worth remembering ..
Sometimes , you wish you can just remove certain memories from yourself ..

But , you can't ..

You can't forget the pain ..
You can't figure who was it to blame ..
You can't understand why you have to go through the pain ...

BUT ..

You can always find your way back ..
You can always figure out what is wrong and what is right ..
You can always shape what is there to be shaped ..

You can be who you are ..
You can push away the thoughts of others ..
You can remain who you want to remain as ..

Whether you want it vanish or remain .. they are a part of your life .. they give you life ... they show you a path to greatness ... shelter you .. help you .. punish you .. accept you .. heal you ..

At the end of it all , they live and die .. as will you in times to come ..

As for me ...

I WILL die for them ..
I WILL strive for them ...
I WILL succeed for them ....
I WILL make it through for them .....

BUT I WILL NOT let anybody .. not even them ... to control my life and make it work to others ..

I own my life ... i will do what i want ..

And i will succeed and fail as myself ..

CCW

The making of a solitary being ..

As i look across the classroom at nothing particularly , an overwhelming sense of loneliness crept up within me .. I shook off the feeling but it kept coming back .. Even when i feel at home with my friends and classmates , i feel as though i can't seem to concentrate upon myself ..

I feel lost .

Like i'm trapped in another world of my own .. emotions swirling in me .. disarrayed .. without a single direction .. perplexed ..

I feel empty ..

yet again , this illness doth strike me and this time stronger than ever .. Why ? why do i feel like this ? Is it because i will it to strike me ? Or is it happening because i'm in a dillusional state ?

Prithee , tell me..

HD

-DaBL3EPZ- ; Dead and Gone ?

Yeap ..

-DaBL3EPZ- are taking a period out of the scenes .. a group consisting of " hybrids " who have decided upon themselves to remove themselves from the scenes to compose themselves .. We are taking a hiatus of maybe a year to get things straight with our lives ..

Are they dead and gone ?

It is almost true .. but they will make a comeback with new materials and hopefully new faces ..

As for HD , he remains to be seen if he can emerge back with the crew that has been so long been CCW's ..

HD

HaiHz

Right...

We performed two times in two days .. one in SMKSU's international relationship day and another in SMK Seafiled's international understanding night ..

Guess what ??????

We totally screwed both .. well .. not totally .. i mean .. it was not to our standards as we thought it should be ..

Here's what happened ..

Saturday ...
It was SMKSU's IR day and we went to the auditorium of Summit ( highest floor ) and checked the mikes .. finding out that it was David ( crew of -DaBL3EPZ- ) who invited us to perform .. as we did our last practice , we were caught off guard when we heard them announce our time to perform .. WE WEREN'T ready yet !! So , we rushed and took the mikes ( there was a commotion with that too ) and straight away did our stuff .. Both me and A.RON's verses were offbeat as we tried to cope with the insanely fast beat that Double A was giving ( no offense :) ) .. Then i forgot the sequence of the other songs and started with Apologize ( supposed to be We Will Rock You ) ... Luckily we covered up and did We Will Rock You first ... Unfortunately as we did Apologize............. WE MISSED OUT THE CHORUS WHICH WAS SUPPOSED TO BE THE HIP PART !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!

Sunday ..
Again , checked the mikes and we didnt do a last minute practice .. BUT , our throats were dry and the audience was not supportive ... i offbeated my second verse of Dead And Gone and i had a restriction in my throat ... HaiHZ .. 80% liked it ( i seriously don't believe it ) but others had acidic criticism to dish out which we gallantly accepted it :D ..


What i can see is that we lacked professionalistic attitude .. we lack the skills to remain focused and we lacked training .. we are not calm and we fumbled ...

Not a good year for outside performances :) ...

HD

-DaBL3EPZ- revolution ..

When you add these three people ...

A.RON
+

Double A
+

HD / CCW

You will get ..

-DaBL3EPZ-

A group of hip-hop beatboxers who have made it up to the scenes since last year .. and we wil still go on .. as long as we have breath .. as long as we can do it ..

WE WILL ..
WE WILL push ourselves and make it happen ...

NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS ..

HD

Beyond Tears

Easter production in Glad Tidings church

After a court case in CF in my school , i went for a drama in Glad Tidings church together with A.RON ... And , yea , Christian i am .. fully now .. lol .. watever ..

This is a very touching drama which focuses on organ donating and the fact that the Lord has bigger plans for us all .. even if we do not know about it ..

And the result ? I got whammed by my mum the next day for the jam she went through sending me to Summit ( was a friday and going out at 7 pm is a bad idea .. but what to do ? A.RON told me to be there by 7.15... ) haiHZ ..

HD