Grave Error In My Part

SHIET!!!!!!!!!!

Yeap , that's how i'm gonna start this post .. I'm seriously pissed at my so forgetful self .. Ok .. here's what happened.. I was suppose to go to Melaka for the Melaka Scrabble Challenge competition .. i thought transportation and accommodation were settled .. instead , no..

   I forgot that Alex Tan couldn't send me to Yi En's house where i would be staying for two days ... :( .. So i tried booking a room in the Fenix Inn for a night and found out that it was fully booked .. What i should have effing done was i should have booked earlier.. sue me... 

LOLZ .. so now i can't go Melaka and my mum is waxing lyrical shit , saying that i effing careless about Scrabble .. Eff it !! Eff it all .. Can't say the real word .. if mum sees this and asks what is eff , i can invent some F-word .. lolZ

HD signing off

Happy Birthday To Me....LOLZ

As the title well mentions , it is my birthday on this auspicious 17th November .. as is Alex's birthday ^^ .. Pity i'm stuck at home but no matter .. I write this in my blog to give me a peace of mind and to well .. abolish this wounded thoughts in my head .. Well .. Happy birthday to HD , CCW , Alexander Lim Chin Yik and to all others who share the same birthdate .. Thank good ness there is no add maths tuition today . LOLZ .. 

 Still , there is much for me to accomplish as i turn over a new leaf and to prove to my mum that i ca excel in the Melaka open .. ah , bliss beyond bliss .. Training Scrabble as i write this and here is a song i wrote during one of my final exams  ( fear not, the exam was unimportant.. i think ^^ ) 

A PLACE TO REST MY HEAD ( CCW ) 

VERSE 1 

When you feel like you just wanna explode , 

You think it's nothing , it's just another episode , 

You just wanna curse and just be berserk , 

You feel it rush in your veins like it always does , 

BOOM , moving right in line to the next rhyme , 

As i sit here thinking this stuff in my mind , 

It's the same old thing , thinking about everything , 

Trying to get this right oh wait , here's a light , 

Nope , it's nothing nice , it's so frustrating , 

I try to rethink the thoughts that are overlapping , 

But every time when i put my mind on set , to keep intact , 

They keep bothering me , and it makes me sad , 

I'm confused , its a convoluted state of fusion ,

It's sad , it's bad , like I'm in a mad constitution , 

I wanna just redo , remake and just escape , 

From this hell hole and not think about what's at stake , 

CHORUS

And i just wanna run , so faraway , 

Trying to cut it out , make it all go away , 

But i can't seem to think , my mind's all dead ,

Trying to getaway for a place to rest my head ,

So i just wanna go , away from my home , 

Trying to cut it out , trying to get some chrome , 

But i can't seem to move , my body's all dead , 

Trying to getaway , for a place to rest my head . 

VERSE 2

I can't take this , I'm waxing lyrical on this shit , 

I'm a misfit , all i do is mishit , so i can't take it , 

It's like the darkness in the gloom , it blooms ,

From the shadows of abyss it looms  ,

I'm sick , tired , wasted feeling exhausted , 

I need a place to rest before i'm busted , 

Hate it , love it , acknowledge it , this is a fact , 

That you must never look back that track ,

You  gotta put yourself in front and strut your stuff , 

Otherwise , go home and hope that your life ain't snuffed , 

That's why i always think before i act , 

I write before i rap , I see before i accept , 

I do this once in a while just to keep me going , 

I rap to keep my mind blowing and showing , 

That i'm ready to take on anybody anytime , 

And i'll be back , with more rhymes in my mind , 

CHORUS

And i just wanna run , so faraway , 

Trying to cut it out , make it all go away , 

But i can't seem to think , my mind's all dead ,

Trying to getaway for a place to rest my head ,

So i just wanna go , away from my home , 

Trying to cut it out , trying to get some chrome , 

But i can't seem to move , my body's all dead , 

Trying to getaway , for a place to rest my head . 

VERSE 3

Soon as i get on the beats , i move my feet , 

Nod to the rhythm and just enjoy the heat , 

Into the sanctuary of rap , it's a heaven for me , 

In this haven of talents , i just move steadily , 

Up to the top and when i reach the spot , 

I say grace and hope to retain this NO.1 spot , 

But whatever i do  i'll remember my origins , 

I will reminisce and remember how i was struggling , 

So for this verse , i'm summoning all my reserves , 

To try and end this lines , to do what i deserve , 

Going up or down , i will turn things around , 

Bring it back to the ground , back to the town , 

People say i crap when i rap , i think i'll agree ,  

People say i can't walk when i talk , i'ma just break free , 

I know who i am , I know what i do best , 

so for now , I just want a place for me to rest . 

CHORUS

And i just wanna run , so faraway , 

Trying to cut it out , make it all go away , 

But i can't seem to think , my mind's all dead ,

Trying to getaway for a place to rest my head ,

So i just wanna go , away from my home , 

Trying to cut it out , trying to get some chrome , 

But i can't seem to move , my body's all dead , 

Trying to getaway , for a place to rest my head . 

Tada .. 

CCW and HD signing off... 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , U PEOPLE WHO ARE BORNED ON THE 17TH OF NOVEMBER .!!!!!!!

My weakness .. that fuels me..

  Eversince my first burst of anger and rage , i have learnt to keep myself in a calm emotionless shell , occasionally allowing anger to burst forward but only in small amounts .. In brevity , i have always kept myself in check , even when she keeps tormenting me with those .. blasphemous words ... 

Until now ..

8.00 pm of the date of 14 November 2008 ..

I lost myself in my fury ... she has just broke the barrier to my last calming self .. and i just burst in anger .. i regret my actions .. but what was i to do ? She acted as though my existence for the cause of entertainment after months of stress as nonsequitur , not protitous to her , something of the utmost unimportance .. i felt the embers in me grew and i threw a mortal insult at him and her .. an action which i truly regret ..

Truly i have to be in control of myself more ... 

HD

Nothing to write about ...

Merely doing this to show some activity ^^ .. will be posting a few songs in the next few entries .. thinking bout writing song and not just raps .. LOLZ

HD 

Subang Scrabble Challenge 2008 ... fiasco!

Greetings ...

    The Subang Scrabble Challenge 2008 ended on the 7th of November 2008 with a sad feeling for me.. I got 6th .. and the prizes were until 5th only .. HAIHZ .. anyway , we are all rusty .. LOLZ .. a rundown on that day .. 

  I picked up Shawn Hoong at 7.40 and reached Subang Parade at about 7.50 .. took a whole round and reached the only open entrance ten minutes later .. helped Ram unload the stuff .. the moment i entered Subang Parade .. I got a bout of flu .. that lasted the whole day .. fuck .... 

   

  My first game was against Muhammad Ali . Consistency and a beautiful QUINOAS for 80 pts won me the game by 160 points .. LOLZ .. flew up to the top to pit myself against Pui Cheng Wui .. a veteran who beat Ganesh a.k.a. the JUGGERNAUT more times than any other Malaysian.. I threw FEM(16) at him which he retaliated by COWPEA(30) .. I gave him a DEXTRIN (88)which i could have done DEXTRINE (98) before he gave me a frightening SEQUENCY (125) , wrapping the game ... Incidentally SEQUENCY was the high word of the tournament and i could have avoided it with DEXTRINE ( he hooked the N of DEXTRIN .. HAIHZ 

  Next game was against William Kang , a youth master .. Threw down EARNEST and AREOLATE FTW .. Next was against Gan Yi En , lost to him by 4 .. could have won by one if i didn't challenge PREST ( 5 points penalty ) .. Sad .. notice the sequence ? W-L-W-L lolZ

  Played Alex Tan next .. Played SIROSET and STAGERY to earn me the game .. Next was Lee Pao Hsien .. Bombarded him with NONRATED(60) , AZYM (57) , PEATING (93) and TELLIES ( 68 ) to win the game .. Lost my next two to Jocelyn Lor and Scott Chung .. HUAH .. If i won Scott or Jocelyn , I could have gotten 5th .. 

Final standing were : 

1. Jocelyn Lor 

2. Pui Cheng Wui 

3. Scott Chung 

4. Gan Yi En 

5. Khoo Beng Way 

6. Chang Ching Wei ( WEEEEE!!!)

A quite enjoyable tourney for me .. Ramaraj and Sean Chung didn't do well this time .. none of us did !!  we were all rusty after the final exams .. 

HAihZ 

All of a sudden , i feel that i didn't progress good enough to accomplish my aim .. he was right .. shoulda grit my teeth and do it... HaihZ 

HD signing off 

Exams !! .. They are over .. are they ??

  Finally , the exams are over .. as well as Form 4 school life.. I;m gonna miss this .. i learnt aplenty in Form 4 .. from entertainment to studies .. to the finding of new friends .. to the discovery of certain 'people ' LOLZ .. certainly gonna miss the life of this .. 

  Of the whole thing , i have witness the change in me throughout the year .. being more in control of myself .. being a better being but still unable to achieve what i want .. too cowardly to do it .. other that that , i have gained what i cherish the most.. friends and more importantly .. knowledge of life ... 

  From entering beatbox to entering scrabble more professionally , i have gained two pleasantries of life .. love it or hate it .. it's part of me right now .. 

A little something for A.RON ... had to do this while taking dinner .. loLZ

You stop you drop but no you don't roll , 

We gonna party all night , give out your heart and soul , 

-Da BL3EPZ- are back to rip another track , 

We return after a year , for your ears to hear , 

We give out the beats , while we flow to the rhythm , 

Just turning up the heat , it's just the normal system , 

Beatbox , hip-hop and rap all mixed together , 

We gonna turn up the bass , gonna rock on forever .

We have done this once , but we're doing it again , 

The lines are different but the meaning's just the same , 

It's just the game we play , that's our fame , 

-Da BL3EPZ- that's the name , it's not gonna change , 

So , enjoy this rendition , it's for the celebration , 

It's the I.U. night so let's enjoy the this convention , 

It's -Da BL3EPZ- in the fray this is the way we play , 

A.RON bring up the rap yo take it away ..

And tada .. 

Signing off .. with an empty heart .. 

Examination sensation ..

Wazzup ....

  Ah , just two more days before the examinations are over .. But , hold your freaking horses .. Those two days are gonna be the worse two last days of exams .. Physics paper 2 , biology paper 2 and sejarah paper 1 .... Insanity !!!

  Anyway , the reason i wrote this entry was to lay down a few points about the reason papers that i undertook .. Maths paper 1 was so easy that i made a very careless mistake.. -.- Evidently the answer was 23.9 but i answered 24 .. go figure .. Chemistry was mad .. paper 2 i mean .. barely had enough time to finish .. the last question was asking whether group 18 elements can combine with group 2 elements .. and i answered yes .. to become covalent compound ...

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Fuck , i'm wrong .. So i canceled my answer with 15 minutes left on the clock ... FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE , I HAVEN'T CHECKED THE REST OF THE PAPER !!! I answered it wrong again , saying that it will become an ionic bond ...

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FUCK NOT AGAIN !! With 7.5 minutes on the clock , i scrambled to finish my correct answer [ now its correct ;) ] and checked the rest in one glance and handed in the paper .. PHEW !! Sivic was bwahahaha .. They asked the meaning of juvana and i memorized it ... WEE!!

' Mengikut Akta Mahkamah Juvana 1947 ( akta 90 ) , juvana bermaksud seseorang yang boleh menanggung kesalahan di bawah Seksyen 82 Kanun Keseksaan dan di bawah umur 18 tahun ' that should be it :) .. 

 The rest of the exams were hard ... English paper 1 & 2 were difficult ( though i did get 75/85 for paper 1 .. ) Bm is also not bad .. messed up paper 2 but who cares ... History paper 2 was shitty ... 59/80 only.. :( .. Biology paper 1&3 were okay .. i think .. Physics was downright insanely hard , accounts .. i got 56/70 for paper 2 .. Add maths plain stupid , maths 2 .. normal .. EST , kinda piece of cake and well , thats about that .. 

  9 November i got a scrabble tournament coming up .. as well as on the 22 and 23 November .. as well as 8-11 of December .. WOW !! kinda cool .. LOLZ .. Gotta study for it .. World Youth Scrabble Championship coming up as the last of the three. Buckle up for one helluva ride .. 

 Eminem rocks !! LOLZ .. but i think Linkin Park is the best musicians in the whole wide world .. Sue me... LOLZ .. Feeling kinda hyper right now , dunno why , i should be exhausted , spent the last three days studying till 1 a.m. .. Still , patiently waiting .. to make it through all the hating .. LOLZ ..

............... missing her all of a sudden .....

HD signing off .. 

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