The world was never meant to remember the positive ...
It was fucking hellbent on remembering the negative and always exploiting it ..
Whether or not you realize .. it is true ..
All i wish was for some timeout from hours of perusing my books and she just has to screw that ... If there was one thing i could do ... to get a simple day of peace .. where that woman does not yell her head off and make it all so casual ..
I wish for a change .. i wish for a remake ..
At the end of it all , I wish i wasn't even alive to witness the devil's child ..
HD
Friday, July 17, 2009
Friday, July 10, 2009
The random thoughts of the LostSoulHD
Life. I know this as the fourth attempt of me trying to pen this down . I never got quite around the last three times but finally , i decide to finish what i have started doing since the age of 14 . Life . One word . Holding such a tremendous power . Life is a journey . Life is our experience in handling things in Earth . It brings happiness , joy , serenity , calm , enrichment but ultimately , brings forth death , sadness , anguish and jealousy . When i say it ultimately brings us pain , it truly brings us the full actual meaning of failure and destruction .
Life . It is one thing to know about it and a whole different thing to acknowledge it the presence of life . We think we understand life . We think we understand the journey that life has brought us to . We assume we know . We assume we understand .
Do we ?
Very few truly acknowledge the fact that life exists . We go along the day , meeting other people , doing various things , but how many people will truly see how life fits us in ? Look at a beggar . He lives with a life , even if others deny it . It is just an unhappy one . Look at yourself . If you can read this , you are living in an advanced situation with enough hi-tech accommodations to keep you alive . Yet , even with these pleasantries , we want more . We deny ourselves the life that we are entitled to live with and constantly push ourselves to work lifelessly , obtaining what little extras you can scavenge .
Must we ?
True , life in modern cities demands a lot . but , have you paused and wonder , when will it end ? When can you actually sit down and relax , enjoying life as it is ? Hardly satisfying answers crop up in the mind . We would just shrug off the thought and proceed lifelessly in our motions .
Let us return to the beggar . How did his life change from a happy one to a sad one ? There are many possibilities . He either wasted all his money or got hit by a wave of bad luck until he became bankrupt . That would be the general ideas given . But no one would think ; was he borned for the sole purpose of living a life as a beggar ? Terrifying , i grant you , but in life , we have to accept everything possible . Life holds many , not just one , purpose . we live for a purpose , yes , but life lives on for many purposes ; for you , for me , for anyone .
I am writing this in my teenage crisis , where i am met with failure and where my life is facing a turn . I write this on the night where i find myself clear for a moment of life . Now , i mentioned that life is a journey and that this journey has a tremendous force that guides us . Say life has only one purpose . I would have been stuck in this crisis , working my way out with only one way ; studying and studying till i drop dead .
Is it all that life has for me ? For you ?
During the journey of life , there are " signposts " . There are crossroads . There are decisions . This is where life divides . This is where the CHOICE appears . To choose this or to choose that . To do this or to do that . Too many options , but only one selection . And in this selection , your journey of life is ultimately set . You set it in general , not specifically . There is still room for you to do more . You do not barricade yourself to one choice . You open lines to others . You prepare alternatives , which is the main point of why life has so many purposes . it has many alternatives . it alternates for all .
If we do not enjoy life , why live ? If we do enjoy life , please , for the love of the Gods .. Enjoy it !!
HD
Life . It is one thing to know about it and a whole different thing to acknowledge it the presence of life . We think we understand life . We think we understand the journey that life has brought us to . We assume we know . We assume we understand .
Do we ?
Very few truly acknowledge the fact that life exists . We go along the day , meeting other people , doing various things , but how many people will truly see how life fits us in ? Look at a beggar . He lives with a life , even if others deny it . It is just an unhappy one . Look at yourself . If you can read this , you are living in an advanced situation with enough hi-tech accommodations to keep you alive . Yet , even with these pleasantries , we want more . We deny ourselves the life that we are entitled to live with and constantly push ourselves to work lifelessly , obtaining what little extras you can scavenge .
Must we ?
True , life in modern cities demands a lot . but , have you paused and wonder , when will it end ? When can you actually sit down and relax , enjoying life as it is ? Hardly satisfying answers crop up in the mind . We would just shrug off the thought and proceed lifelessly in our motions .
Let us return to the beggar . How did his life change from a happy one to a sad one ? There are many possibilities . He either wasted all his money or got hit by a wave of bad luck until he became bankrupt . That would be the general ideas given . But no one would think ; was he borned for the sole purpose of living a life as a beggar ? Terrifying , i grant you , but in life , we have to accept everything possible . Life holds many , not just one , purpose . we live for a purpose , yes , but life lives on for many purposes ; for you , for me , for anyone .
I am writing this in my teenage crisis , where i am met with failure and where my life is facing a turn . I write this on the night where i find myself clear for a moment of life . Now , i mentioned that life is a journey and that this journey has a tremendous force that guides us . Say life has only one purpose . I would have been stuck in this crisis , working my way out with only one way ; studying and studying till i drop dead .
Is it all that life has for me ? For you ?
During the journey of life , there are " signposts " . There are crossroads . There are decisions . This is where life divides . This is where the CHOICE appears . To choose this or to choose that . To do this or to do that . Too many options , but only one selection . And in this selection , your journey of life is ultimately set . You set it in general , not specifically . There is still room for you to do more . You do not barricade yourself to one choice . You open lines to others . You prepare alternatives , which is the main point of why life has so many purposes . it has many alternatives . it alternates for all .
If we do not enjoy life , why live ? If we do enjoy life , please , for the love of the Gods .. Enjoy it !!
HD
Monday, July 6, 2009
Ba-di-didi bum bum
I feel so dispirited to post some more of the leadership camp so i'ma just ignore it . u want the pictures , come to my house and i'll show u XD .
Hari karnival was a blast and a bit frustrating ... i had to reach Shawn's house to peel apples at about 7... 300 apples ... 300 mf green apples !!! @$^@$% ..
Anyway , we managed to peel it and went on a blending spree in the carnival .. Was working full time .. taking 10 minutes break every now and then .. Guess what ? The effing power supply kept tripping ... and surprisingly , we MISCALCULATED THE MF GREEN APPLES !!!!!!!!!!!!
We only needed a max of 180 apples for 300 cups ... we bought 300 .. WHO IN THE WORLD THOUGHT OF THIS CRAP ??!! ME and A.RON !!! Highly accomplished maths students and we miscalculated .. How the hell is that possible ??
Freaking tired but happy that we made 2480 bucks of untung kasar .. should be about 2000 in net profit .. slept at 8.30 pm and woke up at 7.30 am the next day .. longest time i ever slept in this year !! I freaking cut my finger when i was peeling the apples .. stupid me ..
Couldn't get any pictures .. phone no battery .. and i was lazy to bring out the camera .. haihz ..
Still , it was a blast ..
She was nice on that day .. lol .. abit stressed out but hey , we were all abit worked-up that day ..
HD
Hari karnival was a blast and a bit frustrating ... i had to reach Shawn's house to peel apples at about 7... 300 apples ... 300 mf green apples !!! @$^@$% ..
Anyway , we managed to peel it and went on a blending spree in the carnival .. Was working full time .. taking 10 minutes break every now and then .. Guess what ? The effing power supply kept tripping ... and surprisingly , we MISCALCULATED THE MF GREEN APPLES !!!!!!!!!!!!
We only needed a max of 180 apples for 300 cups ... we bought 300 .. WHO IN THE WORLD THOUGHT OF THIS CRAP ??!! ME and A.RON !!! Highly accomplished maths students and we miscalculated .. How the hell is that possible ??
Freaking tired but happy that we made 2480 bucks of untung kasar .. should be about 2000 in net profit .. slept at 8.30 pm and woke up at 7.30 am the next day .. longest time i ever slept in this year !! I freaking cut my finger when i was peeling the apples .. stupid me ..
Couldn't get any pictures .. phone no battery .. and i was lazy to bring out the camera .. haihz ..
Still , it was a blast ..
She was nice on that day .. lol .. abit stressed out but hey , we were all abit worked-up that day ..
HD
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